LOST LOVE

RUN N HIDE

I PACK MY THINGS UP..

I WAS GOING DOWN TO THE HALLWAY WITH MY BAG AND SUITCASE IN LEFT HAND I WAS HIDING A FORK .. SO THAT IF ANYTHING SEEMS OFF I CAN PROTECT MYSELF A LITTLE..

AMBER : HEY LINA WHERE ARE YOU GOING?? IS YOUR LEG BETTER NOW?

ME : YH I WANT TO GO HOME NOW I'M NOT FEELING THAT MUCH GOOD ... AND MY FRIENDS ARE WAITING FOR ME THEIR .. THEY WILL STAY WITH ME FOR SOME DAYS ..

OH OK LET ME GIVE YOU A RIDE -SAID BY AMBER.

ME : NAH IT'S FINE...

HORN (PEEP PEEP PEE..)

I SAID, MY CAR IS HERE THANK YOU

AND I LEFT ..

I WAS SO ANGRY AND I WAS FEELING INSECURE AS HELL LIKE THEY EVEN KNOW MY ADDRESS I CAN'T EVEN CONTACT POLICE BECAUSE OF THEIR SOURCES OR YOU CAN SAY THEY ARE WEALTHY ENOUGH..  IT WILL BE A WASTE IF I CONTACT THE POLICE .. I WAS SO BUSY IN MY THOUGHTS THAT I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE THAT WE ARRIVED AT MY PLACE DRIVER SHOUTS "MAM!!!???" I COME BACK FROM MY THOUGHTS AND PAY HIM ..

MY HANDS WERE SHIVERING LIKE I'M IN A COLD PLACE AND WEARING NOTHING I WAS FEELING DUMP LIKE HE SAW MY INNER PART AND MAKING JOKES ON ME WITH HIS FRIENDS I THOUGHT I AND ATHLER CAN BE A GOOD MATCH WHY ...?? WHY?? DID I EVEN SIT WITH HIM ..?? WHY DID I GIVE HIM PERMISSION TO TOUCH ME TO KISS ME AND WHY THE HELL I WELCOME HIM IN MY HOUSE !!! I WAS THINKING OF THIS SUDDENLY MY KEYS DROP OFF FROM MY BAG .. I CAME OUT OF THOUGHTS AND PICK THE KEY OPEN THE DOOR LOCKED IT I CHECKED ALL THE WINDOWS EXTRA DOOR BACK DOOR .. I PACKED MYSELF IN MY OWN HOUSE.. I WAS SCARED AS HELL !

I CALM MYSELF AND DECIDED TO TAKE A SHOWER ..

I WAS TAKING SHOWER .. I WAS CRYING TOO WELL I WAS FEELING SO DUMP WHEN SUDDENLY MY DOOR KNOCKED OUT EVEN THOUGH MY DOOR WAS NOT LOCKED AT ALL LIKE IT WAS JUST SHUT AND I WAS WEARING NOTHING MY TOWEL WAS OUTSIDE MY CLOTHES WERE OUTSIDE I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO COVER ME MY HEART WAS BEATING FASTER BECAUSE I CLOSE ALL THE DOORS AND WINDOWS AND NO ONE HAS EXTRA KEYS OR SOMETHING!! SO HOW?? IT MEANS WHEN I ENTERED IN MY HOUSE SOME ONE WAS ALREADY HERE !! I WAS FREAKING OUT ..  THE DOOR KNOCKED OUT AGAIN .

I ASK IN A LIGHT VOICE .. ( WHO.. )

I'M COMING IN SAID BY UNKNOWN.

I SHOUTED NOO PLEASE NOO STOP!!!!

I CLOSED MY EYES FROM FEAR AND SHOUTED TO HELP ME .

BUT I FEEL SOMEONE COMING CLOSER AND COVERING MY BODY WITH SOME SOFT STUFF LIKE TOWEL I OPENED MY EYES ..

I SHOUTED WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE???

BREN : TAKE THIS FIRST.

HIS EYES WERE CLOSE AND HE WAS HOLDING THE TOWEL ..

I GRAB THE TOWEL AND SHOUTED HIM TO GO OUTSIDE ..

HE OPENED HIS EYES SAYING .

SHHHHHHH !

HE GRAB MY HAND AND PUSH ME TO THE WALL .

BREN : CAN YOU PLEASE BE QUITE FOR ONCE .

HE COMES CLOSER AND SAID.

BREN : LISTEN I'M NOT THE BAD GUY HERE SO STOP THINKING LIKE I'M THE BAD GUY .. I SAW YOU LISTING OUR CONVERSATION EARLIER IN THE HALLWAY AND THEN NEAR MAIN DOOR SO DON'T PRETEND IN FRONT OF ME .

I STARTED CRYING .. IN MY WEAK VOICE I ASKED HIM WHY ME I WAS PUSHING HIM AWAY WITH MY BOTH  HANDS MY TOWEL WENT DOWN FROM MY BODY I WAS NAKED HE CLOSES HIS EYES AGAIN I SHOUTED .. STOP PRETENDING THAT'S WHAT EXACTLY YOU GUYS WANTED FROM ME RIGHT SEE ME NOW HE OPENED HIS EYES GLARING RIGHT INTO MY EYES WITH TEARS I SAID AGAIN IN MY LOUSY VOICE WHY YOU ALL DOING THIS TO ME I'M JUST AN ORDINARY GIRL PLEASE I FELL ON MY KNEE'S BEGGING HIM AND ASKING HIM WHY YOU ALL DOING THIS .. HE SITS DOWN HIS EYES WAS FILL WITH TEARS HE GRAB THE TOWEL AND ROLL IT OVER MY BODY I WAS CRYING .. HE PICKED ME UP IN HIS ARMS WHILE I WAS PUSHING HIM AND CRYING HE PUT ME DOWN IN MY BED AND SAY ..

BREN : IT'S JUST YOU AND ME ..

HE TAKE HIS SHIRT OFF HE UNDRESSED HIMSELF AND GET INSIDE A BLANKET HUGGED ME TIGHTLY AND SAID NOW YOU CAN CRY WE ARE EQUAL NOW ..

HE WAS SO WARM I CAN FEEL HIS WARM BODY STICKING WITH MINE I WAS CRYING .. I DON'T KNOW WHEN I FELL ASLEEP..

WHEN I OPENED MY EYES HE WAS WITH ME SLEEPING AND STILL HUGGING ME .. BUT HIS SKIN WAS SO HOT THAT TIME .. HE HAD FEVER I GET OFF FROM MY BAD WEAR A SHIRT AND GRAB A COTTON FABRIC HANKY AND A BOWL OF WATER FIR HIS FEVER I WAS CONCERN ABOUT HIM.. AFTER ONE AN HOUR HIS SKIN TEMPERATURE GETS NORMAL AND THEN AGAIN I FELL ASLEEP SITTING SIDE TO HIS HEAD.