Humanity (Carl Grimes Gay)

Threesomes

[Picture is Colleen]
[Yeah , I know it's blurry as fuck]

The thought of digging my ax into a creeping Helen wouldn't have been so bad .

But unfortunately , that wasn't the case .

She got a bite of Luke's arm before anyone could do a thing . The blood gushed out in chunks as the torn flesh fell from his body . The sight wasn't anything anyone should ever have to see .

I wanted to close my eyes and flutter them back open in hopes to see I was hallucinating , but that wasn't what happened . At all .

But the blade did go into Helen's groaning corpse as Luke fell against Codie .

He choked for air and held his hand out for Carl , the black haired boy going to kneel by the dying blonde 'I'm sorry , Luke ...'

'P-please don't ... g-go' The bloody boy chokes up (Yep , there's the title)

'I'm not' Carl sniffs 'I'm not going any-anywhere'

'You need to put him out' Tucker huffs 'You can have him in misery , Carl !

'No !' Luke squeaks 'Don't leave me !'

'Carl !' Mila sneers

'Leave me alone !' The black haired boy screeches before the dying blonde fades off 'No ... no no n-no'

'Everyone just ... just leave him for a second' I wave off the group before walking out of the shack

'So , they were close ?' Hunter asks , leaning against the wall

'What'd it look like ?' I rasp

He shrugs 'Just wondering'

'I'm so fuckin tired of this' I mutter under my breath

'You could always end it' He explains 'I think about it everyday'

'Yeah , I would never do that'

'Why not ?'

'You know how many people I would hurt ? Possibly even ruin ?' I furrow my eyebrows 'You've gotta think about those things , dude'

I expected to be out there for a while but it was only a few moments before we all heard the deafening sound of Carl's gun

-

'Are you sure you're okay to walk today ?'

'I'm fine ...' He mumbles , barely audible 'Don't worry about it'

'No , I'm gonna worry about it' I comment , stepping over to walk next to him

'Luke was ...' He begins , looking at the ground 'Luke was my only guy friend close to my age once this all started'

'Look at me , Carl' I order

He hesitantly turns his head to the side and sighs

'You're gonna be honest with me and nothing but that' I bite down on my lip ring 'Are you okay to continue walking today ? We can't have you unfocused'

'Can we just ...' He whines 'Think- about something else ?'

'Sure' I nod '...Puppies ?'

'I used to have a dog' He says

'Did you ?'

'His name was Benji and he was adorable'

I chuckle '...What breed ?'

'Corgi' He giggles 'He lived a pretty nice life'

'Oh , well that's good' I sigh 'Do you like cats ?'