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Somewhat good day

Thursday April 30th, 2015
Time:9:44pm
Word count: 492

Dear Wattpad diary,

Today was a weird day, Right now I'm just sitting in my room, contemplating every thing. When I look around the first think I notice is my stereo blinking signalling me to come turn it off, but I'm not going too, when I look around again I see my unfinished homework on my desk, but once again I'm not gonna finish it, Life is full of many opportunities, you just have to wait for the right moment and take that opportunity to do something great, I believe that all of you out there can do something great, no matter your size age, gender, race etc, everyone can do something great.

Going back to my day, it started off with me going to school like always, it's the same old boring routine everyday:
Get ready
Go to school
Go to my locker
Go to class
It's so boring I just wish there was something more...
Today was a little mixed up instead of the usual home routine:
Listen to prayer
Go to my locker
Get my stuff
Go home
Today it was:
Listen to prayer
Go to my locker
Get my stuff
And meet with my friends at Tim Hortons
Which was great, we sat and drank (not alcohol! We're only 13 😂)
But the only thing is we continued the same pattern as all the other times we've went to Timhortons:
Get our drinks
Talk
Take ugly pictures of ourselves (ha)
Go home
The morral of this is, I crave adventure, I want more in life then just the regular old routine. I want to do something exciting, the only problem is I hate the way I look, I'm scared of what people will think of me, I want to be pretty and be happy with myself but I can't, it's so hard when I have so many beautiful people around me.

I wrote a poem today when I was sad, it was a school assignment and I don't know why I did it. I erased it but I still remember it.

It goes like this:

Most of the time I cry
I sit there and just sigh
I always sit alone
Playing on my phone
I just wish I could die.

It got very intense at the end and I realized this wouldn't be a good thing for school so I erased it. I don't want others to know about my sadness, lets just keep that poem between me and you. Promise?

I'm guessing you promised so thanks!

I live a sad life of fake happiness always telling myself to keep my head up even if people try to bring me down. There's a quote I like I don't know who it's by but I like it, the quote is: it rains the hardest on those who deserve the sun.

Pretty true right?

Sincerely, The Author Of This Diary