My Life

My Trip

Alriiiiiight so this is how my grandmas birthday party went:

First of all, I passed my permit test, which was awesome. Failed it the first time.

The party was okay. There were A LOT of people there, and I was so stressed out because of it. I like people, but I like my space more.

So the night before the party I got like 3 hours of crappy sleep, and so I was like dead during the party. My dad noticed and he told me to go upstairs and lay down and I was like "no... the party and stuff... family" and he was like "idgaf you're basically a zombie." So I went upstairs and was trying to relax when my hardcore aunt came in and was said:

"Get up. What are you doing?"

"Laying down..."

"No. You're not doing this depressed shit in my house. You get up and go spend time with your family."

So I got up and went outside to where my dad and a few other family members were. He asked why I was up and I told them that auntie told me to go downstairs... I was a bit emotional at that point because I hadn't been the depressed little girl that everybody hated in a long time. I got better, but apparently my aunt didn't think so. Fucked me up a little bit to be honest. But I was just trying to keep my cool. Then my other aunt, the one I'm living with now, kept asking me what was wrong and when I said I was fine and I don't wanna talk about it she kept saying "Ally you're obviously not fine tell me what's going on I'll try and fix it blah blah blah" and I really just wanted them to leave it alone. Then my tears started falling and I got really pissed because I was crying and I was INCREDIBLY embarrassed. Then my dad went in and basically told my auntie to f off and back up and I literally just wanted to shrivel away in a corner. He told me to go back upstairs and try to sleep it off but there was literally no way I could haha. So I did my eyebrows instead. Ha.

I was just happy when my dad and I got the fuck out of there xD I love my family! They can sometimes be a bit too much though.

I got to drive ***I HATE the way my dad teaches me. He gets super angry and cusses a lot.*** and the first night we spent we woke up to an inch of snow on the ground. That's hardcore tent camping if you ask me xD Man, that morning I had the fire roaring. The only part that sucked about making the fire was that I had to find wood under all that damn snow.

The next two nights we spent at the hot springs! We were in the middle of fucking nowhere and I loved it. We didn't see a single soul out there the whole time we were there. It was amazing. Somebody put an old tank or something out there and it was filled with the hot water... Oh my lord. I got high off soaking in that water. It was the most perfect experience I've ever had. We soaked a total of four times while we were there. If my dad wasn't there you'd best believe my swimsuit would be OFF lol.

It was one of the best camping trips of my life. I became even closer with my dad. He is literally my favorite person ever.

God I love Oregon