I've been going to bed quite early since ive returned from the hospital and it's not because im tired. i try and sleep before 10 because once everyone has gone to bed i am alone with my thoughts and they are quite terrifying. my mind bounces around from subject to subject; about you, about the future, about death, about her, about the monsters growing in my brain. my thoughts are dangerous things and it's hard to control them. it's 12:16 and i should be asleep but i am awake and thinking about thinking too much.
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