the reason i don't use names when talking about you or her or him or anyone is because that makes it too real, puts names to these feelings i have for these humans and im sorry that you learn about how i feel about you through my dumb pieces of writing but to tell you directly makes me feel like i would be stabbing you right in the heart. im sorry that everything i ever write is an apology to you.
YOU ARE READING
a very messy collection of dumb things
Randombasically i write about how i can't write and all that ends up here