a very messy collection of dumb things

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I am so sorry, I feel guilty for even thinking about you, I cannot keep doing this to myself and to him and to you, there will always be something keeping me from you and I hate it. I am just a dumb boy who fell in love with a girl who is too busy for me. I am not blaming you for the way we worked out I am just stating facts. We will never be together, I will never get past you, you will stay with her and I will stay with him, and I am sorry.