Regret (dreamsmp story)

Chapter nine

                                   (warning throwing up)

Dream's POV

after everyone had left, Sapnap turned to me

"Why did you stop eating?" He asked while rubbing my upper back

All I did was shrugged my shoulders while a single tear fall down my face hoping Sapnap didn't notice it

With my luck he did infact notice it. And he pulled me into a hug

"What's wrong Dream?" He asked in the most softest voice as he rubbed my back

The softness in his voice broke me, no one had spoken to me in a soft voice in a long time

All the pain I was trying so hard to keep in came flooding out like a waterfall

"I-I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry for everything I did, I didn't mean any of it, I don't know why I did it anymore" I cried in his shirt grabbing on to it for dear life, as he held me saying sweet little nothings

"Shhh It's ok, I'm here and I forgive you, I'll always forgive you Dream" Sapnap said calming me down a little

After a few minutes I finally stopped crying but I didn't try to move out of Sapnap's hold.

I felt safe with my brother holding me and not being in the prison for the first time in a while felt nice

We sat there in a peaceful silence neither of us make a sound besides quite sniffles here and there.

I sat there in Sapnap's hold with a question jumping around in my head wondering if it's a good idea to ask it or not

"when will I have to go back to the prison?" I ask finally deciding to ask it, praying it was a good idea

"Sam is talking to everyone right now, hopefully he can get everyone to agree to let you be free bc all the prison is doing is hurting you" Sapnap said happy that I'll hopefully be able to be home, I smiled at that generally happy for the first time in a long time

We sat in silence for a little while enjoying each others company, when Sapnap spoke up

"Hey Dream?" He said getting my attention

I hummed in response suddenly feeling really tired

"Can you try and eat a little bit of the sandwich? Please" Sapnap asked while holding the plate infront of me

I looked at it for a few seconds then reaching out my shakey hand, I grabbed it off the plate and brought it to my mouth taking a small bite of it and putting it back down while closing my eyes trying to keep it down

And with my luck it didn't stay down, but luckily Sapnap noticed and grabbed a bucket that was next to the bed and put it infront of me, I instantly emptied my stomach

when I finished Sapnap put the bucket to the side out of eye sight and grabbed me a napkin to wipe my face off, taking it and doing so them putting it on the table next to the bed

"I'm sorry" I said while looking at my hands in my lap

Sapnap started rubbing my back again to comfort me

"Hey it's ok we can try again later, for now how about you get some sleep" Sapnap said while grabbing the plate and putting it to the side so I can lay down without knocking it off the bed

I lay down and pull the covers closer, closing my eyes drifting into a dreamless sleep

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558 words

yay a longer chapter I hope you like it

sorry that its a little late, I forgot to write and upload this yesterday

I had to clean up a unalived mouse in the middle of writing this so that was fun

make sure to drink lots of water and eat every meal -TheBlade