Be Mine (boyxboy)

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Dylan

I hate it here. I hate my life.

We just got done moving everything into our new home and I'm so tired. I don't want to unpack anything, I just want to get in my bed and sleep the whole day. My dad recently got a new job and we had to move which means I'll also have to go to a new school and I'm nervous as hell. I hate meeting new people and I damn sure hate talking to people and I feel like nobody's there is going to want to talk to me.

"Dylan come eat, your dad bought chinese food." My mom pulled me from my train of thought lowkey scaring the shit out of me. I sigh as I got up from the box I was sitting on because I was 'taking a break' when I knew I really wasn't getting back up to do anything else.

We all sat at the dining room table and thank god it was our old table so my dad won't ask me to help him set anything up.

"So are you guys excited to go to your new school tomorrow?" My dad asks after taking a bite from his food. I sigh to myself after hearing the question. Here we go.

"I am, I'm excited to meet new people and make new friends." Layla said happily. Layla is literally the opposite from me, she's way more outgoing, outspoken and way more talkative, sometimes I wish I had a personality like hers and other times I'm glad I don't.

"That's good sweetie. What about you Dylan, are you excited?" Here we go.

"Eh I'm not really excited for it but I'm not mad about it either." Lie. I was pissed as hell that we had to move after I made new friends especially with it being hard for me making new friends and I was even brave enough to tell them my sexuality, but I didn't want to get called ungrateful so I'll keep my real feelings to myself.

"I'm sorry that we had to move after you made so much progress at the other school but I'm sure you'll do great here too, hell you might even like it better." He tried to convince me but it wasn't working at all.

"I'm sure you'll do great honey." My mom gave me an encouraging smile and I tried my best to give her one back but I really just want to finish my food and be in my room so I can mope.

After dinner Layla stayed with mom and dad to finish helping with some of the boxes and I of course went to my room where only my bed was set up. I lay down in it and felt my whole body relax, today had been a long day.

I set an alarm on my phone, close my eyes and let sleep take over me.

...

I groaned at the sound of my loud alarm as I tap my phone aggressively to shut it off. I'm usually the first one to wake up in the house, I like to set my alarm a little early so I can be the first one in the shower and plus I like to take long showers and hate feeling like I'm being rushed. I grabbed everything I needed as I walked in the bathroom.

One thing I like about this house is that it was spacious, everything including our rooms was bigger, other than that the house was alright.

I made sure the water was the right temperature and then turned on the shower as I undressed and step into it. I started thinking about how my first day was going to go. I feel like they're going to hate me or judge me or worse. Anyways I can't be thinking of that right now, my main focus should be trying to get ready.

After doing more overthinking in the shower even though I said I wasn't going to I finally decided to step out the shower and brush my teeth and stuff, walking out the bathroom with my towel on after I got done.

Walking back into my room I pulled out the tote that still has some of my clothes in it due to me not unpacking last night. I pulled out a white t-shirt and some jeans, as you can see I really didn't put much effort into my outfit I just really wanna get this day over it. I grabbed a hoodie just in case it's cold in the building before walking into the living room to wait on Layla and my mom.