Unheeded Veracity of Sentiments

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mortals believe it's unfair
as they're given a life
above their palms
that are tied by fate

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CZ S. <cazsamaniego@gmail.com>
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📎 Jan 10, Tue, 02:21 PM

Did new year do something to you? Lmao. Keep dreaming.

It's about what you asked. What can fix a pained heart. Tutal ito rin naman puno't-dulo, I'll be honest with my sentiments.

I figured that. . . maybe there's none. They say there are things that remain constant. So, perhaps pain is one of them.

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Yesenia Yzon <y__enyzn@gmail.com>
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📎 Jan 10, Tue, 02:47 PM

Maybe? Hmm, you're not sure.

But ever wondered why the term "move on" exists for the broken-hearted? Because they learn to-yes, accept :) But not only that. They also learn how to let go.

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CZ S. <cazsamaniego@gmail.com>
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📎 Jan 10, Tue, 03:02 PM

Yes but the thing is, do the pain ever goes away once you let go?

Pain is stubborn you know.

It's etched. Hindi mapapakawalan.

That's why above all, acceptance should be an objective choice. Accept the pain or suffer. That's it.

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Yesenia Yzon <y__enyzn@gmail.com>
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📎 Jan 10, Tue, 03:08 PM

Objective? I beg to disagree.

The word objective doesn't suit well with emotions, doesn't it? I'd say it's rather subjective. A subjective choice. After all, your life's path is within your hands. Not within the law or the sacred religious rules.

Pero hindi ba, kung tutuusin din, isn't the process accepting the pain is just suffering itself?

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CZ S. <cazsamaniego@gmail.com>
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📎 Jan 10, Tue, 03:11 PM

Are we debating right now?

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Yesenia Yzon <y__enyzn@gmail.com>
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📎 Jan 10, Tue, 03:20 PM

Maybe we are? Hehe. I'd love to know what you think.

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CZ S. <cazsamaniego@gmail.com>
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📎 Jan 10, Tue, 03:23 PM

Alright.

I still don't get why we have to suffer though. Why we have to go all through this shit. Naiintindihan ko 'yong pinaglalaban mong proverbs.

But still.

Isn't it fucked up? How we all have to go through this? To what? Just die in the end?

It's ridiculous.

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Yesenia Yzon <y__enyzn@gmail.com>
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📎 Jan 10, Tue, 03:33 PM

Yeah.

Perhaps, that's just how it is. Fight a messed up life; lose or get defeated but if you're lucky or courageous enough; you win.

That's life.

And I don't know, whenever I think about it. . . acceptance is so hard. Really hard. But if I don't do it, I'll suffer. Then at some point, I get to realize that I'm only human. I can't handle everything that's given to me. I will still suffer in some way or another.

So I guess. . . some people are just lucky.

Lucky to be courageous enough or courageous enough to gain such luck in winning life's cruel game.

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