Chapter 3

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-Rachel pov-
Everything has been going so well! I have been cared for and the bottles are amazing! They change me when I need to be changed and take care of me so well! I honestly have been so happy to be here!

I have gotten to know some cheerios while here too. Apparently some of them got comfy and slipped into regressive states. My favorite is Elisha cause she always shares her toys. Today is a house day and we have just been choking in our own little worlds.

I am chewing on a ring cause it is fun. It is the same you I got when all of this started. I was so confused when it started but now I accept it. I can remember it like it was yesterday.

-2 years ago-
We are going through old crap in the attic. Dad just had to send me up here first though. Yesterday was enough dust to kill a person. Daddy is over with dad looking at some photos.

I find a box labeled baby toys and open it up. There are pictures of me with every toy. I pick up a teething ring and see my attacking it with slobber. I smile as I look around before biting it.

I instantly forget everything that was wrong and relax. I forget to take it out of my mouth as I move around. I hear a throat clear and turn confused. Dad hits daddy's arm and waves me off.

We finish getting what we need down and dad goes for a garage sale sign. I feel my throat tickle I go into the kitchen. I smile when I see daddy in there. He looks at me and I am confused when I see tears.

"You look just like you used to" I tilt my head and he points toward me "The teething ring never left your mouth"

"Teehtjub rong?" I reach up and my eyes go wide as I remove it "Oh god! I forgot I even had it there!"

"Your dad still chews on straws" Daddy chuckles "If it makes you feel good then just keep using it ok?"

I nod and we go into light conversation filled with laughter.

-After Shelby left last year-
I am crying in my room with my teething ring. My mother did not even want me. My crush in Quinn hates me and I am so alone! No one will ever love a freak like me.

"Rach?" I try to speak but can not get the words out "Rach you ok?"

The only noise I can make is babbles. I start whimpering and pull my teething ring into my mouth. I hear the door open and footsteps come to me. I am soon being head by my dads.

"You know you can talk to us right?" I try to speak but babbles come out again "What?"

"I read about this from my friend" Daddy cups my face and has me look at him "Rachel you are using regression as a way to deal with emotional distress ok? It is perfectly normal and we are here for you baby"

I let out tears as my dads hug me with as much love as they can.

-Current time-
After that my dads got me a therapist. I talked about all of my issues with her. She has been so nice to me since I met her. I slip a lot during our sessions.

"There my baby girl is!" I get picked up and spun around "How is my baby Berry doing? Are you doing good for mom and momma?"

"Santana?" The spinning stops and I am looking in brown eyes that look back into mine "Mom and momma?"

"Your dads are on the computer for video call" We do not move at all though "Britt help me"

"You have grown attached huh?" We finally turn to see Brittany with my dads on the clunky laptop "Glad to know even her tormentors can change"

"I am so sorry Leroy and Hiram" my dads wave it off with smiles "Say hi Rach!"

I wave and then look back into Santanas eyes. She gives me a smile and a wink. I can feel my heart melt in multiple ways. I finally have people who accept little me and also I think I have moved on from Quinn.

Not that these two would ever let me join them. They are an exclusive couple. They are not even a out couple yet. Why would they ever add me?

"We have a spa planned but we just wanted to say we love you" I turn and blow a slobber kiss to them "Bye beatlebug!"

The call ends and it goes silent around us. Brittany places the laptop down before going into the kitchen. Santana and I are lost in eyes again. There are silent words being passed between our eyes right now.

"Shoot we are out of milk!" Santana looks away confused and leads us into the kitchen "We have to finally tell her"

"No!" I whimper at the yell and Santana bounces me "It is ok baby! We are alright!"

"You have been drinking my breast milk" My eyes bug out and I look at Brittany "I am sorry but it was the only organic way sue could get the camp to agree to! I am so sorry Rachel!"

My stomach rumbles and I look between the two. Everything has been going so well and honestly, if my dads let them, I would love them to take care of me outside of here. So why should this stop now? Why should I not drink from the source?

I reach out toward Brittany and make grabby hands. She looks surprised and my stomach rumbles again. I whimper as I make grabby hands more quickly. She slowly reaches out and takes me from Santana.

I grab the top of her shirt and she gives a watery smile. Soon she lowers her too and I latch onto her nipple. I close my eyes as she walks while I feed. This honestly feels amazing.

I never want to be without this feeling again.

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