I'm so in love with him , my first kiss . when I went to my room , luckily I didn't get lost , I took a shower 25 minutes .
I went out to the shower and wore a black jeans and a plane white t shirt , but I felt my mark is burning again , I looked at my mark placed on my chest , its burning a little , I touched it but suddenly I blacked out
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Dream
I was standing on a wall , more like a *kubo* , I looked around but I suddenly hide because I saw...Mitchell and a beautiful girl whose clothes are all white , its an angel
"To fight or back away , she must win
To win or fail , she must have victory
Her greatness shall be revealed
Until one day will come
One of the seven , she most loved
Shall be sacrifice" the angel said
What does that mean? I think its a prophecy
"She...." She suddenly stopped
"She's here dreaming..." She said
I I hide but their eyes are on me
I opened my eyes seeing I'm in my bed , its already night . I tried to sat up but my head ache , I was covered in my blanket , I noticed as paper on my desk
*Once you wake up , drink your medicine love
From harry* I looked at the side of my table , a glass and a tablet , I drunk it but then a glowing light at the door came , I almost dropped my glass but then I unknowingly used my power , I gasped , the glass floated , my hands are shaking , I blinked a few more times , I moved my hand side by side followed by the floating glass , a voice spoke up
"Now you figured your third power"
I was startled and dropped the glass but it floats again , I furrowed my eyebrows
"Be careful" the voice started to become clearer as a figure came , the girl.... The girl.... She was the one whose in my dreams , I noticed the glass was on the table now , but that doesn't matter . I was so shocked , I backed away but then the girl spoke up again
"Don't be scared , I'm Linda , one of the angels" she said giving me a smile
I tried to give her a smile but more likely , I think I gave her a frightened smile .
"I'm sorry , but I visited you here is because you interrupt our conversation" she said
When did I even do that? The dream....No it can't be
"The dream?....."
"Yes , but I have to tell you something about what I said in your dream.." She said
"W-what is it?"
"The most you loved will be sacrifice..."
The most I loved is no other myself......wait...no it can't be , definitely not , I can't lose harry , I can't lose him
"W-what is that s-supposed to mean?" I asked , this is worrying me too much
"You know who it is , but it can be change , if one of the seven will let his or her life be sacrificed" she said
What is this?!
"What?! Its unfair , if someone will let his or her life be sacrifice , then harry won't have to die , instead one of my friend is going to die!? This is all unfair!" I got angry , I mean , its really unfair
"If they will allow themselves to die , but if not , it will still be the same , but you cannot tell this to anyone , if you tell them , there will be a big punishment waiting for you that you will never handle it..." She said
Now I cried , and sobbed
"Why do all of you have to chose me?!! , I can't do this! I'm weak , I'm a weak person!!" I yelled at her
"Sorry , but once we made a decision , it cannot be change..."she said in a sad voice
Before the angel disappeared , she whispers *Good luck* I sobbed and sobbed , and cried and cried , but then I remembered harry , I stood up and went out of my room , the lights are off , I immediately ran up to the elevator and went to his room , I didn't knock because maybe he is sleeping . I walked up to the bed seeing him sleeping like a baby , I smiled a little bit . I layed beside him brushing his curly hair slightly as my hand goes down to his cheeks
Our relationship is just starting , but then in a second , I knew our relationship is fated to be broken , i knew it from the start but I just pretended it will never be , and I let this happen , an angel appeared saying if my friends will let their lives be sacrifice just to let harry live , but apparently they won't allow it , this is just so unfair
I wiped my tears and continue to rub his cheeks
"I can't loose you too...." I whispered
I loose everything , my family , friends , and relatives who doesn't care for me
For a moment , I was just starring at him .
My heart felt broken
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I decided to went to my room and grab a guitar, and sang because I can't sleep
I sang *back to december* by Taylor swift ,but I decided to change some of the lyrics
ILL MISS YOUR WHITE SKIN
YOUR SWEET SMILE
SO GOOD TO ME
SO RIGHT
AND WHEN YOU KISSED ME
THE FIRST TIME YESTERDAY
YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME CRY
MAYBE THIS IS WISHFUL THINKING
PROBABLY MINDLESS DREAMING
AND I PROMISE YOU
I WONT LOVE AGAIN
I KNEW MY FATE AND CHANGE IT
BUT I CANT
SO IF ILL EVER LOSE YOU
ILL NEVER UNDERSTAND
More tears came , I sighed sadly . I can't take this anymore....I want to be with him , only him....
I layed down still crying , but when the moment passed
I closed my eyes and went to sleep
