It's been 1 week since my love of life died
Veronica , i missed her , her long wavy brown hair and her grey eyes
Her soft lips that vibrates in my lips
I loved her very much in my heart
Since she died , my heart never opened for anyone . She's the only one i loved
She changed me better
If i have never met her , i'm colder than ever
I remember the first day when we met in the woods , that i almost killed her and bite her . I'm glad i met her and most importantly
I'm thankful that i loved her
I was sitting on my piano and i decided to sing Moments
YOU KNOW ILL BE YOUR LIFE
YOUR VOICE YOUR REASON TO BREATHE
MY LOVE MY HEART
IS BREATHING FOR THESE
MOMENTS IN TIME
ILL FIND THE WORDS TO SAY
BEFORE YOU LEAVE ME TODAY...
The last word hit me
She left me behind
I went on my balcony in my room and breathe some fresh air
Someone came and its the guys
They stand beside me in lined
"Hey Mate" louis put his hand on my shoulders
I nodded
"Where do you think she is now?" I asked him starring on the view
"I'm sure she's here with you" louis tapped my back
"Even though she died , it doesn't mean she left you behind" liam said breathing the air
"How can you be so sure?" I asked still facing in front
"Your the one who most knew her" liam said
"I Just don't know anymore" i whispered
"Don't worry you've got us" niall said
"Veronica is a loyal friend , she doesn't deserve to die , but she's fated , even she doesn't know , you and us knew that she accepted the decision" rachel said
"Well at least she didn't die for nothing" ashley added
"Yeah , we should celebrate by winning the mission" louis said
"She died" i said sighing , those words are like thorns blurted out of my mouth
"Even if she died , she don't want this situation , she wants all of us to be happy not feeling sorry and pity for her
It doesn't change anything , if you feel sorrow and pity for her , it is also like she died again . She dont want you to feel sorry for her , she wants you to accept it whether you like it or not" he said
"That's the way of life , you loved , you get hurt and stand once again" liam added
"Well , if your just gonna stand there , ill imitate a funny guy" niall added dancing funny
They all laughed and i got an urge to smile
"See , you smiled . Wanna do the dance with me?" Niall added imitating
"Shut it"
Now i smiled
"There you go mate , felt alive again?" Louis said rubbing my hair
I smiled more and nodded
"Let's go" ashley and rachel said simontaneously
"When did you become sisters?" Liam asked letting out a laugh
"Since we were born" ashley added
And we all let out a laugh
As they headed downstairs , i let out a sigh and thought before i go
*I treasured you Veronica Mackin*
