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A/n: Hello everyone this is a gender neutral y/n so they/them, if I get something wrong let me know. Tw: S.H comfort. Enjoy:)

The day you had just had was shit, you were bullied by the popular kids, you failed your math test, and you started to get into your unhealthy head space. You were having bad urges and could only think about going home. Suddenly while spacing out you run into Eddie Munson, your current boyfriend.

Eddie:woah shit sweetheart.

Y/n: fuck sorry Ed's

Eddie:Hey it's ok.

You continued to space out, you also looked like you were about to cry. Eddie notices and caresses your face.

Eddie: What's wrong?

Y/n: Nothing I'm ok.

You give him a fake smile, he doesn't budge and grabs your hand taking you outside and sneaks to the parking lot with you. Confused, you follow and watch as Eddie opens up his van and sits you down.

Eddie:y/n what is it? Don't tell me your fine. I know that's bullshit.

Y/n:I don't know I've just had a shitty day..

Eddie: Do you wanna skip with me?

Y/n: babe you know my parents would kill me..

Eddie: you need a break, come on I can take you somewhere quiet. Ok?

You glance around then look at Eddie and give him a nod, Eddie then kisses your forehead and hugs you before getting in the front with you.
Eddie played music and held your hand while driving to the store. As you both arrive he goes to get out but you stop him.

Y/n: Eddie can I tell you something? Something I haven't told anyone?

Eddie:Of course my love you can tell me anything. What's up?

He gives you a reassuring smile and holds your hand kissing the top of it.

Y/n:so I uh.. I used to do a lot of self harming, like..cutting..and I uhm, I got clean for a long time, but recently I started getting the urges again and it's getting really bad Ed's.

You start to cry softly, Eddie gets a sad frown as he pulls you close to him holding you. You grip onto his shirt softly crying into him.

Eddie:y/n, I'm really glad you trusted me enough to tell me this, thank you. I will be here whenever you need me just let me know and I'm there. You aren't alone. I love you.

His words made you feel better, as he talked his arms got firmer around you.

Y/n: I love you too.

He waited till you calmed down before finally getting out with you. He took you inside the store and held your hand walking through the aisles with a small shopping cart. Eddie started to throw random crap in the cart and let you pick things out. The two of you check out and go back to the van. Eddie sits you down and pulls some things out of the bag.

Eddie:ok so I got things that I think will help.

You sit and look at him curiously.

Y/n: Like?

Eddie:Can I see were they are?

He asks sweetly. Hesitantly you slightly nod and roll up your shirt sleeve and show him, he gently takes your arm and kisses up and down them.

Eddie: You're my favorite work of art y/n.

You blush and watch him. Eddie then takes duct tape and cuts it into strips.

Eddie: Here put one we're you feel the urge and rip it off. It'll stimulate the pain but won't actually hurt you physically.

You nod slightly and place a few on your arm then rip them off. You were surprised that it has slightly worked. Eddie then grabbed out plastic shot glasses and a bottle of lemon juice. He poured a small shot glass and handed it to you.

Eddie: this is another method, just take it like a shot it'll distract you.

You do as he says and it helps a bit. Eddie then takes out a last thing and puts the thicker tighter rubber bands around your arm right where the duct tape was.

Eddie: ok don't do this one too much but you pull it back and snap we're your urging.

You pull it back far enough and let it go and it snaps on your skin, it stimulates what you were needing. You look at Eddie and softly smile and hug him.

Y/n:  Thank you Eddie..

Eddie:Of course my love.. I just want my sexy partner to feel better. Also! I got your favorite snacks and a movie we can watch at my place! We can make a pillow fort and bake brownies or some shit.

You giggle at his child-like remarks and nod with a smile. This man never failed to make you feel better. Eddie takes you to his place and owns up to his words. The two of you watch movies and eat snacks together in a pillow fort, you also bake together and have a good time.
Every time after that when you felt urges you always went to Eddie and he made you feel better, if he wasn't there you used the methods he recommended to help. With his and professionals help you were able to get better and live happier with Eddie.

A/n:Sorry if this triggers anything in anyone I just want people to have the comfort for when they need it! My dm's are always open if you need a talk:) if anyone else has any suggestions for the next chapter let me know.

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