Eden Hall love story~ Adam Banks

Eating disorder

A few days have passed and I haven't gone to school or practice. When Adam asked if I wanted to sleep there I said I slept at Charlie's, when Charlie asked, I said I was with Adam. I felt bad for lying but I wanted to be alone.

I went through grandpa's stuff and found some nice things. A bracelet that I'm wearing everyday since then. It was a little big for me but I didn't care.

Also I haven't eaten in three days. Just drinking water is enough. Every time I wanted to eat I see my grandpa, laying dead in his chair. Just like sleeping, I haven't slept for two days.

I was just cleaning the house. Listening to music. I was going through a depression.

In the afternoon I heard a knock on the door. When I opened it, I saw the whole team plus Scooter standing there. They looked me up and down and Julie and Connie jumped in my arms.

When I said hi to everyone, they all came in.

"You guys want something to drink?" I asked.

"No Ki, sit down." Luis said.

I did what he said.

"Adam and I know you're lying to us." Charlie looked serious at me. I looked down.

"Why are you lying to us?" Adam asked. I started tearing up.

"I just want to be alone." I sobbed.

"You shouldn't be alone now Ki. Look at you. You're really skinny and you have huge bags under your eyes. It's not healthy. You're not taking care of yourself." Scooter said. I didn't say anything. I didn't look at any of them.

"How long? How long haven't you eaten? How long didn't you sleep?" Ken asked.

"Didn't eat for 3 days and slept for 2 days....."

Goldberg and Averman stood up and sat next to me. "You should eat right now. And get some sleep. We're here now. We'll take care of you." Averman said. 

They were right. I needed to take care of myself.

Guy and Russ walked to the kitchen and made me a sandwich. Everyone cheered me on to eat it. So I did. I still had Hans in my head. But I ate and it felt kinda good.

After I finished the whole sandwich, I didn't feel good. I ran to the toilet and threw up.

Adam came in and sat down behind me, holding my hair back.

"Thank you." I said, leaning back against the wall.

"Of course. I'm gonna go send the team away." He said.

"Yes. Don't send Charlie away. We'll have a sleepover tonight. Just the three of us." I said.

"Yes sounds nice baby." He walked out and told everyone to leave. I felt sorry cause they came for me.

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Me, Adam and Charlie laid on my bed watching a movie. I didn't like but they wanted to see it.

"Okay after this we are totally watching Top Gun 2." I said.

"Yeah only because you're drooling every time you see Miles Teller." Charlie laughed. I looked at Adam.

"I'm sorry but he is hot." I said.

He laughed and we continued the movie. It was a scary movie. Normally I like scary movies but this one was not it. It was like terrifying.

I fell asleep during the movie. I felt Adam's fingers making circles on my back. It was nice.

After a while they woke me up and the movie was over so we watched Top Gun.

It was nice to have the boys around. These boys were everything to me.

When they slept over, Adam slept next to me and Charlie on the couch or on a mattress on the ground.
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When I woke up, I made breakfast for the boys. I still didn't eat yet because I wasn't hungry. I made some pancakes and fresh orange juice and brought it upstairs.

"Goodmorning." I said while walking in. "How did you guys sleep?" 

"Yeah great." Adam gave me a kiss.

"I didn't. You snored the whole night Kiara." He playfully said.

"Shut up, you jerk." I laughed and gave him some pancakes.

The doorbell rang. I ran downstairs and opened it. Bombay stood there.

"Hey Kiara." He said. Without saying anything I wrapped him into a hug. I started crying a bit. He pulled away. "I'm here to pick up Charlie." I let him in.

"Charlie!!!" I yelled. "Bombay is here to see you."

Charlie walked down the stairs and sighed. "What do you want?"

"We're gonna spend the day together." Bombay said.

"No way. Hans is dead. I wanna be alone with my friends." He answered.

"Charlie don't be so childish. Just go with him." I said.

"Okay only because you say so."

Bombay smiled at me and they walked out. I ran back upstairs to Adam, who still laid down in my bed. I laid down next to him and wrapped my arms around his waist.

He turned to me and pulled me closer. When he touched me, he sounded shook.

"Oh my god Kiara, I can feel you bones." He said.

I kept quiet. I saw his eyes filling with tears and cut the eyes contact.

"Here eat something. I'm not letting you go until you've eaten something." He said. He grabbed me tight. I was kinda hungry. I took a pancake and ate it.

It tasted so good. And I kept it in. I didn't throw up, thank god.

"Thank you Adam, for always be here for me."