can be used as a starter / scenario !
max didn't think her friends knew the level to which things triggered her. maybe it was better that way because, really, she was scared of her feelings. so if other people — even her friends — were so keenly aware of what was going through her head, she would probably being fucking annoyed and lose it on them. but she also figured that maybe it would be nice if they knew or could at least tell when something bothered her so much. even if the others didn't blatantly share what triggered them and still haunted them in the middle of the night, it was at least usually obvious to at least one of their friends if something was wrong. when something wasn't normal. max got a worried remark or look here or there but really nothing more — not much support or comfort or annoying therapizing or even concerned scolding. and the reality of why that was came quite easily to max;
this is her normal.
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