Off Camera

Chapter 5

Tae POV

I run through the doors and out of the studio, ignoring the throbbing pain in my groin. How could I let myself go like this?

Tee is too tempting. Luckily, I don't have any more bed scenes with him, but this one is almost too much for me to handle.

My heart hammers against my chest while I dash to my car. My hand fumbles through my pocket, hunting for my car keys, as if they are hard to find. The entire time, my skin burns from Tee's touch while my lips nearly combust into flames from his lingering warmth.

When I finally pull my keys out, I quickly unlock the car door and jump inside. If I was wearing anything else, I would scream in pain, but the flimsy pajama bottoms offer no resistance to my hard manhood.

I breathe a sigh of relief as the car pulls out of the parking lot and heads down the road towards my apartment.

The ride home passes in a blur. I rush into my apartment and stop only when the door clicks behind me.

A small relief washes over me before a feeling of regrets slams into me. I didn't want to leave the set, but I was going to lose control if I stayed close to Tee any longer. He is too alluring. Every fiber in my body wanted to take him right there on the bed. I didn't care if there were others around watching us and filming.

I have lost count of the number of times I've had wet dreams about him. His pale white skin does things to me no one else has ever done.

I lean back and rest up against the door. My hand pats my chest while I take deep breaths to calm my racing heart.

It didn't mean anything to Tee. It is just a job for him.

My heart wishes those statements were wrong, but I know they are true. Tee has made it clear through the years he is only doing the closeness for fan service and nothing more. He wants to keep it professional between us.

I close my eyes and rest my head against the door.

I wish I was living in some alternate universe where he was in love with me, and we would finish tonight by making love to each other. That would be the perfect end to today's shoot. It would also allow me to resolve my throbbing problem.

With that thought, I open my eyes and look down at the huge tent in my pants. I need to take care of it.

I take a deep breath and push myself off the door. There is no reason to leave myself in pain any longer.

My feet shuffle along with the carpet as I head towards the bathroom. A nice warm shower should help to relieve the pain and wash away any trace of him, which may still linger on me.

Without thinking, my finger glides along my swollen lips as the earlier bed scene dances around in my head. My cock twitches as Tee's sweet scent fills my nose while his delicious taste fills my mouth. His warmth lingers across my body wherever he has touched me.

I wish he was here.

Who am I kidding though? That would never happen in a million years. Tee has made it clear over and over again. He keeps everything between us professional. He would never break his rules for me.

My heart twists as I shuffle my feet towards the bathroom.

I will always be alone with this. It is a one-sided love, and it will never change.

My feet suddenly grow heavier as I continue towards the bathroom. In the back of my mind, I wish someone with long slender fingers and smooth pale skin was here to help me. Unfortunately, I will only have my imagination to help me.