cope is a 4 letter word

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-jessie's pov-
i have been sleeping in bryce's room every night with him. coping with our moms death is a lot harder then we though. jacob still isn't home and we haven't talked in days. but that's the lest of my concerns rn. i have to make sure i am eating everyday, sleeping, going to the gym, and making sure bryce is ok. i miss my mom.
"jessie" bryce says shaking me awake
"what" i say back
"jacobs home" i sit up so fast that everything goes black for a second. bryce holds my arm
"you ok" he says concerned
"yeah i don't think i eat enough that had been happening sense mom died and i haven't  really been eating" i say and i hear jacob behind me
"babe you should eat more. if not for yourself for me" i jump in his arms and we hug for a wile. "in really sorry my flights kept getting canceled" he says and kisses me
"it's ok. i have had bryce and we have been getting threw this together" i say
"yeah we have" bryce says hugging me
"alright what are we doing because the rest of the house is all in the movie room and want to go to the beach so wanna go to the beach" jacob says
"yeah sure we will be down in a minute" me and bryce say
(this is that bathing suit i wear)

 i have had bryce and we have been getting threw this together" i say "yeah we have" bryce says hugging me "alright what are we doing because the rest of the house is all in the movie room and want to go to the beach so wanna go to the beach" jaco...

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i walk down the stairs and jacob is looking at me.  he didn't know what bathing suit i'm  wearing cuz i have one of his huge sweatshirts on.
"hey jessie come here" jacob says pulling me into the bathroom
"what" i say
"what bathing suit are you wearing" he says. i lift up his sweatshirt and show him. he puts his hand around my waist. "babe" he looks me up and down
"yes" i say back
"your fucking gorgeous" he says planting his lips on mine
"daddy we have to go. and awww babe your hansom" i say with a smile
"you called me daddy" he says smirking
"yeah you got a problem with it" i say
"nah i like it" he says kissing me again then we walk out. we all get into cars and drive to the beach. when me and jacob walk out a couple fans come over to us
"hi i'm jenny" a talk beautiful girl says looking at jacob. so i hug him and he hugs me back
"hi jenny" he says smiling
"my name is lexi can i get a picture with you guys" a little girl says
"of corse" jacob says and bends down and we take a picture. "it was great meeting you all but we have to go" jacob picks me up and i wrap my legs around his waist. he walks me over to the rest of the house and i see chase hudson
"oh my god. don't mind me fan girling right now but chase can i get a picture" i say smiling as jacob puts me down
"of corse. i would be the same way if i saw jessie parker" he says
"hey that's me" i say laughing
"oh my god" he says laughing. we take a picture and post it on insta. i look over at jacob and he doesn't look to happy. i walk over to him and hug him. i pull The collar of his shirt and whisper in his ear
"babe what's wrong" i say
"nothing i just get protective over what's mine" he says pulling me in and kissing me
"i love you" i say
"i love you more baby" he says hugging me
"ok enough with this couple shit let's go swimming" bryce yells
"YEAH" everyone yells and we all go down to the water. and i walk over to chase.
"i really like your new song." i say
"yeah. a lot of people do but i guess it was just me getting emotion out because when i found out about charlie and landon i got pissed. i mean landon was one of my best friends" chase says madly
"yeah i completely get that. one of my ex's got with all of my friends the day after we broke up and i was sent videos of them making out, fucking, all of it. so i completely understand" i say and jacob walks over and puts his cold hands around my waist. then picks me up and throws me into the water. "JACOB DAY IM GUNNA KILL YOU" i scream
"AND IM GUNNA KILL YOUR LEGS IN BED LATER" he screams back and runs away jumping off the dock into the water. i do the same and jump on him
"jacob shut up" i say splashing him
"i don't shut up i grow up and when i look at you i-" he stops himself
"you what" i say
"uhhhh" he says looking around and he pulls me in and whispers in my ear "get hard as fuck" he whispers and my mouth drops
"you dirty bitch" i say
"well i am right now" he says. i look down and half my tit is out of my bathing suit
"you asshole. when we're you gunna tell me my bathing suit wasn't covering me anymore" i say kinda nervously
"babe that was me telling you and if you didn't get the hint i would have fixed it for you" say says pulling me closer to him
"how long was it like that" i say
"when you jumped off the dock and came out of the water it was like that. don't worry babe no one else saw" he says
"ok but you did" i say
"yeah so. i already have seen you full ass naked. i have even been inside of you. so don't worry about me. let's just worry about my boner rn cuz everyone is going to see that"  he says
"just tuck it" i say
"ok. not what i had in mind but ok" oh my god
"jacob i'm not going to give you a hand job in the middle of the beach" i say kissing him
"what if i fuck you against one of these support beams" he says pointing to the beams that keep the dock up
"jacob no, just tuck it or say your cold" i kiss him then swim to chase
"hey" he says
"hi" i say
"so are you two like dating or somthing" chase asks
"it's complicated. we call each other babe and baby and shit. we do stuff. but he just hasn't asked me to be his girlfriend yet" i say back
"well he's probably waiting for a perfect day or somthing" chase says
we talk for hours and the conversation just keeps going until jacob tells me we have to leave so i say bye to chase then we drive back to the house. and i post on insta
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likes: 5,247,490comments:fan: how can someone be this pretty it's not fairHuddy: i saw you today^jessie_parker: and i saw youbryce: sister is so pretty

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likes: 5,247,490
comments:
fan: how can someone be this pretty it's not fair
Huddy: i saw you today
^jessie_parker: and i saw you
bryce: sister is so pretty. mom would be so proud
^jessie_parker: shut up your gunna make me cry
jacobday: looken fine as hell
^jessie_parker: stop your gunna make me blush🤚.
mia: SO PRETTY. i think jacob likes that outfit a little to much
thomas: pretty
ace: YASSSSSSS
kristen: SLAY PUSSY BOSS GURL QUEEN
^jessie_parker: YASSSSS KRISTEN
hater: ew. ugly. go die no one would care
hater2: mmm ugly. you need more makeup
Charli D'Amelio: so pretty. but you could lose a couple pounds. just to frame your face more. no hate❤️
^jacobday: you don't fucking tell someone to lose weight alright. fuck off. she's fucking skinny as hell so shut up
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 she's fucking skinny as hell so shut up________________________________jacobday

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caption: look at jessie. i think i love this outfit. honestly.
likes: 3,489,368
comments:
bryce_parker: yeah cuz you can see her cleavage
^jacobday: that may or may not be true
hater: but she has no tits how can you love this outfit when theres nothin there
^jacobday: then what was i sucking on last night if there's nothing there.
jessie_parker: jacob really.
^jacobday: yes. your sexy and everyone needs to see
kristen: bitchhhhhhh SLAY GIRL QUEEN (the ones who get it get it the ones who don't. don't)
^bryce_parker: YES GURL BOSS PUSSY QUEEN
hater: mmmm fat. needs more makeup.
^jacobday: and your fat. tf. shut up
fan: HIIIIII, jessie is so pretty
^jacobday: hi. and ikr she's gorgeous
^jessie_parker: hiiii. and thank you so much ily
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"YO JESSIE" ace yells
"coming" i say walking down the stairs
"wanna play spin the bottle with us" kristen says. i look around and everyone plus about 10 other people are sitting in a circle. and jacob is also sitting. i look at him and he nods his head
"sure why not" i say walking over to sit next to jacob and i make eye contact with chase.
"Okkkkk who wants to spin first" ace says
"i will" jacob days spinning the bottle. easy enough it lands on me. he picks me up and sits me on his lap. we make out for a couple minutes then i get back in my seat. i spin and it lands on...













chase. i look at jacob and he tells me to go. i go over and sit on chases lap. we look into each others eyes and sit there kissing for almost a minute. he pulls my hips closer to him and grabs the back of my head to deepen the kiss. i stop him and get up. i don't sit back down in the circle. i go to the bathroom and stair at myself in the merrier. i was disgusted. how could i let that go that far. why would i. my mind was racing so fast i didn't realize that i was crying. not loudly but tears were running down my face. i start to get dizzy. i was having another panic attack. everything went black. the next thing i remember is jacob and bryce sitting on the bathroom floor with me. talking to me.
"jessie what happened" jacob says
"i-i don't know" i say
"jessie we can't help if we don't know what happened" bryce says
"i didn't eat today because if i lose weight maybe people will stop calling me fat. i can't believe i just kissed someone it doesn't matter if it's in a game or not i should have said no. mom isn't here anymore. i-i don't know what to do" i say crying and jacob pulls me into a hug
"bryce i'm gunna stay with her tn ok" jacob says
"yeah that's good" bryce says walking out.
in a couple minutes me and jacob walk to his room but get stopped by chase
"look jessie i'm so sorry if any of that had to do with the kiss" chase says
"no chase your good i'm just going threw a hard time and i just should have kissed you. i mean im in a kinda relationship" i say. i stumble a bit again and jacob picks me up and carry's me to his room
"how long have you not eaten for" jacob says
"i don't know. 4 days i think" i say. and jacob looks scared.
"babe if i got you food from downstairs will you eat it" he asked me
"i don't know maybe" i say
"please" he begs
"maybe"

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