falling back in love with my ex

please

-jessie's pov-
i wake up the next morning and my legs are throbbing. i got up but fell.
"jacob" i say
"mmmmmm" he wines
"jacob i fell" i say and he sits up
"ok so get up why did i need to be woken up" he says yawning
"that's the thing i can't. me legs are so weak rn" i say and he smirks
"i guess i did kill your legs last night like i said i was going to at the beach" he says walking me over and picking me up
"i have to use the bathroom can you take me" i say and he looks at me with an annoyed face "oh shut up you did this to me"  i say and he laughs
"yeah i did. and i would do it again" he carry's me to the bathroom. after i use the bathroom i see blood on my shorts
"fuckkkkk" i say. jacob turns around to look at me
"what you fingering yourself over there or somthing" he says
"no i started my period" i wine "we can't fuck for a whole week. and this is when i'm the most horney" i wine.
"all we need to do is put down a towel. then we're good" jacob says handing me a tampon
"thank you babe" i say as he picks me up and we walk out of the bathroom and he brings me downstairs
"hey jessie" chase says
"oh hi. did you stay the night" i ask
"yeah. thomas said if i ever needed anywhere to go i could still come here. and we'll i got kicked out of my apartment for being to loud" chase says
"yeah if me and jessie got an apartment we
would get kicked out for being to loud. even though it wouldn't be my fault she can't keep quiet" jacob says laughing
"y'all weren't that loud last night. just a bit" chase says
"i didn't even make a noise" jacob says
"oh yes you did    fuck, mommy, you do daddy so well, does that feel good, yeah. and other shit. so jacob your loud too" chase says laughing and i look and jacob and start laughing also
"well at least i can walk" jacob says
"what do you mean all of us can walk" chase says
"not her. i pounded her to hard last night and she can't walk today" jacob says looking at me with a smirk
"bull shit" chase says.
"ok" jacob picks me up and sets me on the floor. i stay up for a couple seconds then collapse on the ground
"see. she can't stand" jacob says picking me up
"listen it's not my fault. my legs are just insanely tired" i say
"that's what dick does" jacob says carrying me to my room
"yeah but only your dick does that" i say
"well yeah you can only have my dick" he says kissing me.
"you guys are really talking about sex at noon" bryce says walking in my room
"yeah i guess so" jacob says getting me cloths to wear
"ok well we are all making tiktoks so come down when your ready" bryce says and jacob laughs "why are you laughing" bryce says
"cuz it's funny that you think she can walk" jacob says
"oh my god" bryce says walking out
"jacob really"
-time skip to later in the day-
we are all swimming and having fun. chase is staying at the hype house for a wile and honestly there is tension between us. i hate that we made out. even if it was only for a kissing game.
"jessie come here" thomas yells. i swim over and they show me a video that the bffs podcast posted and it's about me and jacob. there is a lot of pictures and videos of us kissing and getting really touchy. like him grabbing my ass wile kissing and stuff like that.
"oh" i say
"you guys should go public with your relationship before everyone is blowing up all of our phones" bryce says
"we aren't even dating though. that's the thing" i say
"jessie will you come here" jacob says sounding mad
"what happened" i say getting out of the pool
"it's about us" he says very madly. he grabs my hand and pulls me upstairs right outside of his room
"we are fucking bull shit" he says madly. "i don't wanna do this complicated shit anymore. it's fucking exhausting" jacob says. tears are streaming down my face
"so you don't want this to happen" i say crying "jacob. we have fucked so many times. we have made out. you have treated me so fucking well. is it only because you wanted to get your dick wet or something. did you only use me for my body. did you only use me to have sex. did you use me" i say balling. then he swings his door open and there is a sight that says
"jessie will you make me the happiest man in the world and be my girlfriend" he says smiling
"w-what" i say confused tears still running down my face
"jessie. i would never use you. not for anything. i kinda wish you didn't say all that cuz thomas is live rn. filming this whole thing. but jessie i would never use you. NEVER. you are the love of my life. i have loved you sense the moment i layed eyes on you. sense the first time i saw you i knew. i knew you would be the one i spend the rest of my life with" he says wiping my tears
"yes jacob. yes i will be your girlfriend. i love you more than words can say" i say hugging him
"ITS OFFICIAL" thomas yells and the live ends
"you scared the living fuck out of me" i say punching his sholder
"yeah. i sorry baby. i didn't know you would cry" he says holding my face in his hands
"why wouldn't i. i though you were ending everything between us. i thought you didn't love me anymore" i say sadly looking down
"look at me" jacob says lifting my face "i could never stop loving you. that's why i got you this" he says holding out a promise ring "jessie i love you. and that love is everlasting" he says kissing me "i love you. always and forever" jacob says hugging me
"i love you more" i say