Vent

It's my fault

I'm sorry
It's all my fault
If I hadn't left the door open
He wouldn't have left
There wouldn't be any guilt
He would've still lived
I would've been healthy
I wouldn't be starving myself
I wouldn't be staying up at night
Crying to myself
Pulling my hair
Harming myself
I wouldn't have voices reminding me of what I've done
I would've be mentally stable
I wouldn't be failing in school
If I had my pills I would've remembered
It's all because of my stupid ADHD
That's why mother hates me
It's all my fault
I killed him
I'm sorry

                        
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                               ####-2019