I hate socializing
For example
Cashiers scare me
I'll be paying for some random stuff that I like,
And I'll be over thinking like:
"Did I say something wrong?"
"Does the cashier think I'm weird?"
"Why do i sound like that?
"(mocks self)"
"I hate my voice."
"Just stay quiet"
"What if the cashier thinks I hate them?"
Even in airports and concerts
I get that the security guards have to check through your bags to see if there's anything dangerous or something. But when it comes down to taking everything out...
It's a pain
Because I'll have my earphones that I haven't untangled, my phone with and embarrassing lock screen, my wallet with coins falling out, 2 week old cough drops and like glasses cleaner-
In one little MHA purse
Even I have to tell myself to stop over thinking
I just hate it
My parents even tell me to stop over thinking
I can't
Even if i try
It just keeps stabbing me in the back
YOU ARE READING
Vent
De TodoI'm sorry... Forgive me. Tw/: topics like death, self harm, and auditory hallucination will be mentioned in his
