Vent

I don't know anymore

So I guess you're probably wondering

"Omg why are you writing in your vent book when just a second ago you were all happy about a fellow classmate"

And yes I was a few minutes ago
But there's something I want to discuss

I know I like girls and boys but I don't know if I'm interested in dating but I want someone to just hug me and just tell me it's going to be all right.

Although I my account literally revolves around the word 'slut' I'm not interested in sex or anything like that(only in the future), kissing and small make outs are fine with me, but when it comes to sexual contact with someone I'm not familiar with makes me uncomfortable an unsafe, even in public I hate it when old men stare at me.

Online me is different than real life me, and no I'm not going to do a 'face reveal' , and the reasoning behind that is to keep my identity safe.

So yes I will still me making horny comments but just know online me is different from real life me.

Im still questioning if I'm a boy or a girl, sometimes I feel like both and sometimes a feel like just me, nothing else.

I don't know...

Please
I just want to talk to someone.

I hope you guys understand