𝐈𝐈𝐔 // 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐀 𝐑

7)

was it really worth taking back a cheater? he's the father of my child, but he's a cheater. once a cheater always a cheater right? but the thought of my baby growing up without a dad makes me tear up.

i thought about that night.

suna
"okay yeah but i feel like we just aren't working out"

y/n
"oh yeah i wonder why we aren't working out"

suna
"sorry, hold on, this is my fault now?"

y/n
"it's always been your fault, rin.

suna
"how?"

suna
"tell me how, because i swear i've been doing everything right"

y/n
"i-look. i saw you- i saw you and her the other day."

suna
"so? she doesn't mean anything to me"

suna
"that's like me getting mad at you because you're friends with the twins"

suna
"am i just not allowed to have girl-friends now?"

y/n
"not once have i said that. you've always been allowed to have girl-friends, but you cross the line with her"

y/n
"i mean you treat her as if she is your girlfriend! you don't have time for me anymore because you're always with her!"

y/n
"you always ask me about her as if i give two shits about where she is or what she's doing throughout her day. you ask about her as if she isn't five fucking feet away from you!"

suna
"is this a jealousy issue then?"

suna
"i don't understand"

i don't understand what i did wrong.

isn't it strange how, he liked me first, chased after me for months. and then when we started dating, i made him food to eat everyday before and after practice, i took care of him when he was sick, helped him study. yet, he still cheated.

by now i was in full blown tears, snot and everything. i was definitely crying loudly as my mom knocked on the door and asked what was wrong. "why was i not enough?" i asked, "oh honey" she sighed sitting next to me on the bed.

"he wants me to give him a second chance for our baby, i don't know what to do." i said wiping my tears and looking down at my feet.

"i think you should give him a chance to change. not as a couple, but as friends." she said rubbing my back. "that doesn't sound like a bad idea" i mumbled, "try it out. if he doesn't change then he doesn't change."

"what am i gonna do about my skating career? i was supposed to go to the olympic trials" i cried again. "the next olympics is four years away, you have time" my mom said. "yeah but that's a year or two worth of not training, i can't catch up in time" i said.

"hear me out. i will talk to your father about buying a home for you and rintarou if you guys get back together. if you don't you will stay with us until you are stable enough to get your own home. if you and rintarou do get back together, we will buy you a home and hire some help. therefore rintarou can continue his volleyball career and you can get back to training." she said.

"does that sound okay to you? it's not for sure because i still have to talk it out with your father, and look over our finances. but i'm sure he'll agree and make it work for you"

a/n
hi! sorry for not updating for so long lol... but i'll be away for a week so i thought that i should update