My happiness had become a drug
A high that had become unexplainable
Because it only truly happened
Ever so often
My sadness had become a reality
A pain that had become impenetrable
Because it had truly happened
Every dark night
When my existence was realized
I'd be glad to be here
Glad that I am able to live
Every blue moon
When my existence is realized
I'd kill not to be here
Kill for a shot at loneliness
Every sunny day
