The vampire diaries: Caroline and Klaus

Losing humanity

How could I let this happen? Me. Falling. For. Klaus. Klaus is supposed to be the bad guy. He doesn't care about anything or anyone. For some reason he cares about me, and for some even more bizarre reason I care about him.

As a week passes and eventually a month I can't forget about Klaus. Not this time. No mater how hard I try to get him out of my mind.

I barely talk to anyone anymore. I'm lost in my own mind. In my thoughts.

My friends call me today and tell me about there plan to kill Silas. Stefan's doppleganger that's been tormenting us ever since we ruined his plans.

Our plan succeeds. We draw Silas out into the woods and somehow are able to tie him down between daemon, Stefan, Matt, Elena and I.

The spell is draining Bonnie and she looks as close to death as Silas. I want to tell her to stop but I know it's to late now.

Just as Bonnie is finishing the final parts of the spell my mom comes out of nowhere. At first I'm so surprised I don't know what to say. "Mom get out of here it's not safe" I say. "Honey it's gonna be fine I just wanna make sure Silas dies after all the trouble he's caused" she says angrily.

My mom comes near Silas and looks at him and mutters something under her breath. Silas about to take his last breath does something no one expected. He takes a hidden knife that no one saw from his pocket and stabs my mom. Killing her. His last words are "at least if I die now I'm taking someone with me" and he's dead.

I look over and see Bonnie past out to. The spell was just too much for her. My best friend and my mom all dead in one day. I can't help but feel as if this is my fault. The pain is too much and I run away from my friends who are also grieving Bonnie's death.

I know my mom and I had are differences. I just wish I would of been able to tell her how much she means to me one last time. I'm on the ground in the middle of the woods all alone. Crying my heart out. Suddenly I feel a switch inside of me. The switch that can turn off my humanity, make the pain go away.

Just as I'm about to turn the switch Elena and Stefan step out from the shadows of the woods. "Don't do it Caroline" Elena says. "It might make the pain go away but when you turn the switch back on you'll have done tons of stuff that you can't take back" Stefan says desperately. "I won't hurt anyone. I just want the pain to go away" I say. Then I flip the switch. My humanity is gone.

Two weeks later

I'm in a different city. Different club. Killing a different person. Sucking them dry and having no remorse. The first person I killed I felt a little bad however after the 5th I didn't care anymore.

Stefan, daemon, Elena, Matt and even Tyler have been trying to get me to turn my humanity back on. They captured me and tortured me but then I escaped, they tried baiting me, they even tried being nice. Nothing worked. I haven't seen them in two days. The longest yet. Maybe they've given up. I doubt it though. I bet there planning something.

As the sun is finally starting to come up I decide I need to find a place to crash. When I see someone that looks oddly familiar. Klaus. So that's what they've been planning I think. It's not gonna work. I try to run before he sees me and I get a five second head start but in a flash he's in front of me.

"Hello love" he says with a smirk. "Klaus" I growl "let me go". "I can't do that love. You see you've been causing a lot of problems. Leaving deaths all around the country. Your friends must be pretty desperate to ask me to help". "Leave me be Klaus. I don't want your help. Nor do I need it. It's pretty pathetic how obsessed with me you are now that I think of it". "Your words don't hurt me love. And whether you want my help or not your getting it". His smirking face is the last thing I see before I past out.