He's back. It's been two months and now he's back. I can't face him. How could I now, when I couldn't even face him to say goodbye? I left him a note. He must hate me. Two years together and I leave a note.
He was leaving to tour the country for two months with his band. His fame and success was growing, I couldn't deny that. I couldn't be the thing that held him back. I didn't feel like I was good enough for him anymore. He was so amazing, I was a complete disaster. He was the only thing I had going for me. I learned over the years that anything that matters to me, always gets destroyed.
I loved him, believe me, I did. I think about how much I love him when I walk around town, blasting Radiohead's "Karma Police" through my headphones. It was our song.
"For a minute there, I lost myself."
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The Note
FanfictionEveryone in Nat's life seems to abandon her, making goodbyes hard for her. That's why she left a note; she couldn't bare to look him in the eyes and say goodbye. When he comes back to town, she can't make herself face him to explain. Nat is left bro...
