As I Am| A Chris Brown Story

Chapter One- Take A Risk

Hello everyone! I have not been on Wattpad in a few years and I am back and even better! This fanfic has very mature content including sex scenes, profanity, rape, substance abuse, alcohol use, domestic violence, and many other very mature topics that readers under the age of 17 should not be exposed to. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. This book is completely fiction even though some events may be similar to real situations. In this story, celebrities will be portraying fictional characters. Please give me feedback and I will update every Sunday.
Essence's POV
September 16, 2015.
"That's all for today class! Don't forget, we have a lab practical Monday and it is 60 percent of your grade. Study, study, study and if you have any questions over the weekend, do not hesitate to email me. See you all Monday." Thank God, I got so tired of hearing her talk. I packed my things and walked toward my car. I don't know which is louder, my stomach growling or my best friend Jazlyn hollering at me from the other side of the parking lot. "Bitch! What are you doing this weekend?" Jazlyn squealed as she sat on top of the hood of my car. I chuckled at her. She's so cute. "You get excited so easily, friend. I have to study all weekend. I have a test Monday." I huffed as I got in my car. "Are you gonna get in? It's hot as fuck today bitch." Jazlyn is crazy as hell if she thought I was going to sit out there on that hood. North Carolina's weather is so Bipolar. How the hell is it 90 degrees in September?

"Friend if you come with me to this audition, you won't have to worry about that test Monday." I rolled my eyes. What the hell is this damn girl trying to get us in to. "What audition? For Beyoncé? Because that's the only reason I would risk failing Ms. Walter's test." I started my car and bobbed my head to Frank Ocean as it played through my speakers. "Even better! We are going to audition for Chris Brown bitch!" I stared at her in disbelief. Chris Brown? I barely even listen to him. "Friend, I don't know any of his songs enough to dance to them." I said as I backed out of the school parking lot. "Um..so what? You have one day to learn some of his most popular songs and you're straight. Please go with me! I know that I will never make the cut but you are one of the best dancers that I have ever seen. I know that you can make it if you just try." I squinted my eyes at my best friend. "Wait a minute, so are you even going to audition?" I scoffed at that cheesy ass smirk on her face. Of course she isn't.  "Nope, but if you audition and become one of his dancers, you will be rich! Then I can live off you. Then you can drop out of nursing school and we can live in LA and get paid to not do shit but look pretty like the Kardashians!" My mouth dropped. This girl had this all planned out. I wonder how long she has been plotting on this.

"Oh, bitch so you just have it all thought out. What makes you think he will even choose me anyway? What makes me so special? Are you hungry?" My stomach growled even louder. Damn I shouldn't have skipped breakfast this morning. "Hell yeah I'm hungry. I want Bojangles! And to answer your question, okay look..don't think I'm crazy but I saw it in a dream last week. Y'all were married with babies and y'all were so cute and happy. So I asked my Tarot Cards and they confirmed what I already knew. The Universe never lies, friend." I scoffed at her. She can be so delusional sometimes.

"Jazlyn, you know what. If I go to this audition you owe me big time!" Her eyes widened and we pulled up to Bojangles. "Oh no! You owe me babe! Because it's going to happen. I want 30 percent of his money. And tell him to put me in his will too." I laughed and shook my head as we walked inside Bojangles. We ordered our Supreme Dinners and sat in the lobby as she humored me with more of her crazy ass ideas.

"Friend, where are the auditions anyway? And how do you even know if these auditions are legit?" I shook my head as she gave me the puppy dog eyes. Oh God, it must be in Nebraska or some shit. "It's in Atlanta. I know it's legit because he posted it on his instagram and he said that he will post the location tomorrow at 10am." I huffed deeply as I read the flyer that he posted on Instagram. "Atlanta! Jazlyn Chanel Williams! That is a six hour drive! To make things worse, the auditions are tomorrow at noon! Even if I was going to go, how the hell am I going to come up with a routine in less than twenty-four hours?" I swear I am the mom of this friendship. I am the only one with common sense. "Oh live a little. We just got our refund checks from school so we have money. Payday at work was today so we have extra money, you can come up with a routine Essence if you apply yourself. We can pack our things tonight and leave early in the morning. I will find us a hotel to stay in and book it tonight and we will be back before Sunday night. Bring your books so you can take the time out to study for your lab practical. You will be fine! This is a once in a lifetime opportunity! He will pick you! My Tarot Cards don't lie." I shook my head in disbelief. I knew my friend was crazy but I didn't know it was this bad.
"Jazlyn, look! I love you. Thank you for being a great friend to me. But, we ain't going bitch. Give it up. Maybe next time though." Jazlyn smirked and nodded sneakily.
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I crossed my arms in the passenger seat as we merged on I-285 in Atlanta. I can't believe this bitch would not leave me alone until I agreed to do this. I was up all night making a routine. Shit, at least I was able to come up with a somewhat decent routine. I chuckled, man me and Jazlyn used to do some crazy shit back in high school. In a way, this feels right. It takes me back to our high school days. I needed this vacation anyway, I've been so focused on work and nursing school that I haven't done anything enjoyable for myself in weeks.
"It's something in this Liquor! Oh yeah, the air is getting thickerrrr. My friend is gonna hunch on Chris toniiiiiiight. Toniiiiiiiight. All they gone do is drink and fuck, drink, drink and fuck." Jazlyn screamed at the top of her lungs and she pulled up to the hotel.
"Oh my God will you shut the hell up! Can I at least get a ten minute nap?" I groaned as my ears rang from her screaming.