Mi amor<3 robin x reader

Forbidden love ⚠️ self harm⚠️

Robin's pov
When we got into my house my mom greeted me and y/n
"Hola mijo and y/n"
"Hi Mrs Arellano"
"Hola mami"
"Are you guys hungry?"
My mom asked
"No I'm okay thank you tho" y/n responded. I had a confused look on my face. "But you haven't ate anything all day not even lunch."
Y/n stayed silent I knew something wrong..is she..starving herself.
"I'm just..not hungry.."
"Okay well what about you mijo?"
"No mami I'm okay" I said
"Okay well I'm going to head to bed in a few minutes" my mom told me
"Okay mami good night" I told my mom as I took y/n's hand and went up to my room.
"Y/n.."
"Yea...?"
"Why aren't you eating..?"
She didn't respond
"It's non of your business" she sounded sad and annoyed.
"Hermosa tell me"
I cupped her cheeks
Tears welled up in her eyes
"Hermosa"
Tears started streaming down her face.
"Because then I wouldn't be fat.."
I felt a slight pain in my chest
"I knew you wouldn't like me anymore we don't have to be friends anymore if you don't wanna.."
"But-" I started but before I could finish she left.
"Y/n!"
I heard the front door shut
I sat down as tears streamed down my face.
Why would she starve herself..
I laid down on my bed and drifted off to sleep.

Y/n's pov
I left robins house and walked to mine which is right next to his I sobbed as I walked home knowing my father was home.
I hesitated before unlocking my door and opening it the smell of beer and cigars filled my nose I walked in and shut the door behind me I saw my dad passed out on the couch so I walked over to him and picked up all the beer cans and put out his cigar I then threw away the cans and walked up to my room.

I opened my room door and closed it.
I made my way to my bathroom and took out a package opening revealing makeup.
I dug through the makeup to the bottom.
I see a shiny metal blade.
Tears started streaming down my face.
I picked up the blade and hovered it over my wrist before making one swift line on my wrist.
I winced in pain.
I made a few more lines on both wrist before cleaning up and going to bed.

-time skip-
Robins pov.
I woke up and walked to my bathroom.
I showered got dressed and brushed my teeth.
I put my bandanna on and walked downstairs.
"Buenos días, Robin"
"Buenos días, mami"
"Tienes hambre?"
"Yes mama"
"Okay"she said.
After I ate I put my shoes on and walked over to y/n's house.

Y/n's pov
I woke up and took a shower then I got dressed and brushed my teeth I made sure to wear a long sleeve because yk.
I went downstairs to eat when I noticed my dad was gone.
I didn't bother eating so I grabbed the remote and sat on the couch.
I turned the tv on and flipped through the channels until I found something I liked.
I heard a knock on the door so I got up and walked to the door.
"Hello?"
"Hey hermosa!"
"Oh...hey Robin"
"Are you okay amor?"
"I thought you wouldn't wanna see me again.." she said
"Why wouldn't I want to see you again hermosa..?"
"Because of last night.."
"That wouldn't want me to not see you"
She then opened the door fully for me to come in.
I walked in and pulled her into a tight embrace.
"Hermosa anything you say won't keep me away from you I love you and nobody is going to change that"
Y/n pulled away from the hug and cupped my face "I love you to amor"
She said.
She pulled my face in and placed her lips on mine I grabbed her waist and pulled her closer, her hands still on my face.
We pulled away smiling like crazy.
"Oh My God".
I turned around and saw finney and gwen standing there their mouths agape.
"When did you guys start dating?!"
Finney said.
"W-we aren't I-it was just a kiss..!"
Y/n said.
"Did it mean anything to you?" Finney asked grinning.
"Ofc it meant something to me,I mean I've loved robin since the 3rd grade" y/n confessed.
I looked at her and smiled "me to"
I grabbed her waist and pulled her in and kissed her again.
"Ahem" I flipped them off as I pulled away from the kiss.
"Ya know finney your gonna feel like this with Donna one day." Gwen told
Finney scoffed "yeah right" I was about to speak when we heard someone pull into the driveway.
"Shit you guys gotta hide" y/n said
Finney closed the door and we ran to y/n's room.
We all hid in her closet.
It was very crammed.

Y/n's pov
I sat on my bed waiting for my dad to come in my room I heard the door shut and heavy feet coming up the stairs.
My door slammed open and I saw my dad with a cigar in his hand.
'God I didn't think about this they're gonna hear EVERYTHING'.

"You" my dad said.
"What?" I asked.
"I've heard that you've been hanging with boys"
"Well they're just friends no more"
"I don't care what they are I don't want you hanging out with them anymore especially Robin"
"What the hell did Robin do NOTHING"
"Don't talk to me that way I'm your father"
"I just wanna know what Robin did is all"
"I've heard some bad stuff about that kid,and I don't want you hanging out with him I don't want to see him anywhere near you,they only boy I wanna see you with is finney."
"REALLY YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME DAD ROBIN DIDNT DO ANYTHING PEOPLE LIE ALL. THE. TIME"
"I DONT CARE I FORBID YOU TO SEE ROBIN EVER AGAIN YOU HEAR ME?!"
I nodded with tears welling in my eyes.
He left my room slamming the door.
Tears started streaming down my face.
I hugged my knees to my chest.
I heard finney,gwen and Robin come out of my closet as I continued to sob.
"It's okay hermosa he can't stop us like I said nobody can stop our love"
Robin reminded me.
I hiccuped
"Robin if he says *hic* forbidden...it means forbidden..*hic*"
"Wdym amor..?"
"He will kill you *hic* robin"
"But-" robin started
"So I think we should just..."
Robin looked down.

I see tears falling from his eyes and into his lap.
"Robin-" I tried to speak
"I understand"his voice cracking.
"I'm so so sorry Robin" I said tears streaming down my face.
Robin got up and left through my window.
I sobbed as gwen and finney tried to comfort me. I have forbidden love..

Robin's pov
I left y/n's house and sobbed all the way to my house.
I opened my door and saw my mom cooking in the kitchen.
"Hola mij-"
"What happend?!"
I pulled my mom into a tight embrace and sobbed into her chest.
"What happened Robin?"
"Y/n said that we should just.."
My mom immediately understood
"Oh robin" my mom said.
I have forbidden love..

A/N
Hiii so uhh this took so long because
I get distracted easily and It's not over I'm so sorry this chapter ended this way but I hope y'all like it anddd I probably won't post chapter 4 until maybe the 6th bc my sister is visiting and my dads wedding is this week so yea bye guysss