Mi amor<3 robin x reader

Happy holidays..or is it...?

After the whole grabber stuff life has been really good.
Me and Robin have been together for 6 months now.
Our relationship is healthy just a few fights here and there but we always forgive each other.
Like yesterday we had a fight about something somewhat important but wasn't important to me but to him,it was about me cutting..
"Why y/n? Why would you do that?"
"B-because I was going through a lot of pain and it just felt right.."
"Well it's not right you shouldn't have done that!"
Tears streamed down my face.
"I'm s-sorry.."
"You really hurt yourself and that's not okay.."
I laid on my bed and pulled the sheets over my head.
"Hermosa..?"
Sobs were heard from my covers.
"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry..!"
I said over and over.
"Amor stop"
I hugged my knees to my chest while Robin pulled the covers down.
He crawled behind me and laid down  putting his arms around my waist pulling me closer my back against his chest.
"I'm sorry hermosa..I didn't mean to hurt you..I just don't want you hurting yourself.."
I was breathing really weirdly..
(You know that thing you do if you cry to hard? like the breathing in really fast thing..? Idk how to explain it..it's like your breathing in really fast and breathing out really fast..?)
"I'm sorry for doing that Robin.."
"And I'm sorry for telling hermosa.."
And we fell asleep like that.
But yea overall our relationship is great!
Finney and gwen are doing good to.
I moved into robins house since my dad went to jail for child abuse.
We see finney and gwen everyday!

It's Christmas Eve and we're putting up the Christmas tree.
I brought all the ornaments from my house since some of them were really special.
"Robin can you start hanging up those ones"I point to the box with my ornaments in them.
"Of course amor."
I looked through the decor for the house not paying any attention to what Robin was smiling at.
"Your so cuteee"
I looked up and my eyes widened.
It was and ornament with a picture of me from 1st grade on it.
"GIMME THAT!"
"FINNEY GWEN HELP" Robin yelled
"WE ARENT DONE WITH THE COOKIES YET!"
"I DONT CARE"
They ran over here and snatched the ornament from robin.
Gwen stuck out her bottom lip
"Awwww"
I snatched to ornament from her and put it in my bra.
"Now you can't get it hah"
Robin stuck his hand down my shirt grabbing the ornament.
"Oh but I did"
"ROBIN ARELLANO?!"
I covered my mouth and laughed.
He slowly turned around to see his mom standing right behind him.
"Hola mama.." he says with a goofy smile.
"I know you did not just put your hand down y/n's shirt.."
"I..uh"
"You don't do that unless your in your room stupido.

My eyes widened.
"MAMA?!"
"Lo que es verdad" (what it's true)
"Why would you say that here?!"
His mom shrugs and walks off.
I grab his hand and walk to our room.
I sit on his lap facing him and hug him.
He wraps his arms around my waist.
"I love you amor" he said
"I love you to Robin"
Then we heard the doorbell ring.
We got up and went to the door.
Robins mom answered it.
"Hello?"
"Hi are you Mrs Arellano.?"
"Well yes I am."
Me Robin finney and gwen gathered behind his mom.
"Do you know a y/n l/n?"
"Well yes actually she lives here.."
I got scared what if I'm being taken away..?
"Well we work for foster care and her father would like her back.."
"He's out of jail..?!"
Robin held my hand tighter.
"But her father abused her?!"
"There was no actual proof so her father wants her back and we are gonna have to take her back.."
Tears welled in my eyes.
"But I don't wanna go back.."
Tears rushed down my face.
"I'm sorry honey but there was no sign of abuse.."
I fell to the floor and sobbed into my knees.
I felt multiple arms around me pulling me into a hug.
"You have 2 days to pack your things..."
"And what if we don't let her go?"
"We could have you send you to jail for refusing to give her up"
"We have to go now thanks for your time."
Robins mom closed the door.
"I'm so sorry honey.."
His mom came to hug me.
"Why don't you go to bed..?"
I nodded.
"Here"
Robin picked me up I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck.
He walked to our room and set me down on the bed.
I didn't bother changing so I just laid down.
Robin grabbed one of his hoodies and told me to sit up.
I sat up and he put it on me.
"It's okay hermosa we will get you back I promise."
He gave me a peck on the lips.
We laid back down and he spooned me.
We fell asleep

Robins pov
I woke up from the sun on my face.
I adjusted to the light, as I did so I realized y/n wasn't in bed.
I looked around to find y/n packing with tears streaming down her face.
"Hermosa don't cry.."
She looked up and wiped her tears.
"I'm not.."
She said with a raspy voice.
I got up and made my way to her.
I kneeled down and put my finger under her chin.
I lifted her face to see her face stained from tears.
"Yes you are.."
I cupped her cheeks and pulled her in.
I kissed her,but it wasn't a short kiss.
It was long and passionate.
I pulled away and stared straight into her eyes.
"Hermosa I won't let anything happen to you."
"Promise..?"
I smiled.
"Promise.."
I pulled her up and pulled her into a hug.
"I'm gonna miss you Robin.."
My heart sank.
I pulled away.
"Wdym amor..?"
"They called this morning and.."
"And what amor...?"
"And I'm moving to California.."
"W-what..?"
My heart shattered.
"But.."
"I'm so sorry Robin.."
Tears welled in my eyes.
"Please don't cry!"
I turned around and went to sit on the bed.
I put my face in my palms.
My door opened.
"Are you guys hungry-.."
"What's wrong..?"
"She's moving to California.."
"Ay mijo.."
I looked at my mom.
"You knew?!"
"Yes but I didn't want to tell you."

"YOU DONT THINK I WOULD WANT YOU TO TELL ME THAT MY GIRLFRIEND IS MOVING AWAY?!"
I yelled.
I felt bad for yelling at my mom but..she kept something from me that I wish was a dream.
"Robin Arellano do not raise your voice at me!"
"Robin don't yell!"
Y/n raised her voice a little.
Finney and gwen came running in the room.
"What's the problem?!"
Y/n sighed.
"I'm moving to California.."
Gwen's jaw dropped and finney gasped.
"Why?!"
"That's where my dad is and he wants me to move there.."
"But you can't move..!"
Gwen had tears running down her face.
"I'm sorry.."
After we all hung out finney and gwen went home..
Me and y/n
Laid down and watched a movie.
I laid in between her legs and she laid against the wall.
We were watching The Texas chainsaw massacre.
"You know I love you right..?"
Y/n asked
"Ofc why wouldn't I?"
"Sometimes I feel like I'm a bit clingy.."
I paused the movie sat up and turned around facing towards her.
"What makes you think that amor?"
"Maybe because I'm always with you at school and always hanging around you and you don't have anytime to be with your friends.."
(Cringe😭)
"Your all I want to be around amor."
"Are you sure..?"
"Yes and and I don't know what I'm gonna do when your gone.."
"Maybe you could get a new girlfriend?"
"No..no no no no no no"
"Why would I do that..?"
You don't know how long I'm gonna be gone.."
Y/n says playing with the necklace that has out initials on it.
"Your everything I've ever wanted!"
I reassured her.
I cupped her cheeks and smashed my lips on hers.
After awhile it turned into a makeout sesh.
I pulled her onto my lap not breaking contact.
Her hair fell from her shoulders to the sides of our faces covering out heads.
(I hope you know what I'm talking about😭)
Her hands now on my face and my hands on her waist.
We pulled away and remained eye contact.
"I'm gonna miss this.." she said.
"I will to I hope you don't go away forever.." I replied.
"Me too.."
She got off of my lap and laid down on the bed.
I laid behind her my hands around her waist pulling her closer.
My hands going up to down when she took a breath.
Soon she fell asleep.
I couldn't fall asleep.
I wanted this moment to last forever..
I didn't want her to go away..
What if its forever..?
What if she gets a new boyfriend..?
What if she forgets me..?
What if she loses feelings..?
What if..
What if..
Then I fell asleep..

A/N
i updated!!
This story won't end for awhile because I want them to have a life together..
But yea umm I was getting distracted and I haven't posted anything on the oneshots.
This has been in my drafts since the 8th so yea I was bored and cut it short:)