Secret

10

I walked into the house with Ariana as we talked

"So what kind of-"I was cut off when I seen Calum and Sam and some little girl on the couch my eyes went wide the little girl was cute and I think was 2 and was sitting in Calum's lap

"What's wro- oh"Ariana said looking at Calum and Sam I walk up to my room with Ariana once the door was closed I fall on the bed my face landed on the pillow I yelled into it

"FUCKING BITCH I HATE YOU OH MY GOD YOUR NOT A FUCKING FATHER YOUR A BITCH FUCK YOU CALUM FUCK YOU OH MY FUCKING GOD"I yelled into the pillow Ariana sat on the bed and rubbed my back

"He's a bitch"Ariana says

"He never does that with Drew" I say crying into the pillow I sat up on the bed Ariana opens her arms for me to hug her I hugged her and cried. Why the hell did she have to come? Why the hell did I have to meat Calum but then I wouldn't have Drew

"life is sometimes a pain the the ass"I say

"You got that right"Ariana says

"How about we go to the movie room and watch movies and have popcorn"Ariana says I nod my head and pull away Ariana wipes away my tears and stands up and hold my hand and we walk down the steps to the kitchen witch you can see the living room and that's where Calum and Sam and that little girl is. I grave the popcorn and put it in the microwave and grave 4 cokes as Ariana go to the movie room. I walk to the living room an grave the blanket on the couch I don't dare look at them

"Hey"I hear Calum say I just look at him and give him a death glare and walk back to the kitchen and grave the popcorn then grave the cokes and turned around and someone was on my leg

"Mommy"I heard the kid say I looked down and seen Drew on my leg

"Yeah"I say picking him up and putting him on my hip

"Addy won't give me my toy"He says

"Who's abby"I asked

"That little girl"He says pointing to the little girl that was sitting on Calum's lap

"Bitch"I say to my self

"What mommy"Drew asked

"Nothing" I say I walk into the living room and stand in front of Calum who had the little girl on his lap the little girl had Drew's toy that costed $50 dollars I worked really hard for that.

"I think you have something that is not yours"I say to the little girl

"No I dont"She says

"Yes you do"I say

"I'm 3 I do what I want"She said

"I'm a mommy and I worked really hard to get Drew that toy and I'm 18 and I'm way bigger then you and when your 18 you do what you want and your not 18 your 3 so hand it over"I say graving the toy from her hand

"She's just a kid calm down"Calum says

"And it's just a toy"Calum adds

"Do you know how much the thang cost 50 dollars"I say to him

"So"He says like it's no big deal

"I worked a week to get that before I got my new job to work for the guys"I say

"So what do you make now you can all ways get a new one"He says

"I hate you"I say to my self

"What"Calum says

"Nothing"I say shaking my head I turn around

"I heard what you said she's just sacred to say it"Sam says I turn back around and I have tears going down my chin Calum looks at my face and he looks hurt.

"I hate you"I say in a whisper as tears go down my face

"What did you say I don't think we heard you"Sam says

"Sam stop-"Calum said but I cut him off

"I have you"I say as I cry

"I HATE YOU!!! ...So much"I say then walk away

"Mommy"Drew asked me

"Yeah babby"I say as Drew wipes away my tears. I grave the popcorn and cokes agin and walk to the movie room I sit in a chair and put the popcorn on the table and the cokes

"Why was daddy being mean to you"He asked as his eyes began to water and so did mine

"I don't know"I say wiping his eyes then I wipe mine

"Hey me and Ariana are going to watch movies that I don't think you would like why don't you and one of the guys hang out"I ask

"Okay"Drew says

"Do you want me to take you or can you do it"I asked he got out my lap and stood in front of me with his arms out I picked him up and grabbed his toy

"Who do you want to hang out with"I ask Drew

"Michael, Luke and Ashton and Bri and the other guys but I don't want to see Calum"he says as we walk into the kitchen

"Me to"I say

"Can you let me down"Drew says I let him down and he walks into the living room oh shit I run over to Drew but he was in front of Calum

"I hate you"Drew says Calum's face dropped

"I don't care"Calum says to him self but I heard him. he doesn't even care about his own son.

"Come on he's just mad your a better person"I say graving Drew's hand

"Yeah right"Calum said I turned around

"Go up to the room"I say to Drew

"But"Drew said but I gave him the look that if you don't do what I say I'm going to be mad as fuck he walk up to the room

"Who was there to wipe my tears"I asked

"Me"Calum said I laughed

"You really think that your a better person, if you where there to wipe my tears then why weren't you a minute ago. It was Drew who whipped my tears it was Drew who whipped my tears when I was upset I couldn't buy him a toy he would beg me for every day. It was Drew who wiped my tears when he wouldn't listen to me it was Drew not you and I'm glad it wasn't you because you changed in to a jerk"I say and walk to my room I see Drew on the bed looking down. I pick him up and take him to Luke's room Luke asked what was wrong but I said don't worry about it and I ask Luke if he would let Drew sleep in his room and he said yes so I went down to the movie room and me and Ariana watched movies until we fell asleep.