Secret

11

I woke up next to Drew after me and Calum's fight we haven't been talking and when where in the same room I get up and walk to my room. Sometimes I cry my self to sleep and I end up crying for hours. I was in my bed room laying down and Drew was sleeping next to me. I got up and went to the bathroom then I laid back down I wish are house was okay so we could live there agin but I like to see Luke and the other boys. I fall asleep after I heard the song
Fix A Heart by Demi Lovato

I woke up to someone kissing my forehead I acted like I was asleep because I didn't feel like opening my eyes and then I would have to talk but I couldn't help but open my eyes I seen Calum walk away from my bed and close the door when the door was closed I wiped where he kissed me I didn't want him to kiss me he's a jerk but I kind of do want him to kiss me Andrea stop think that way. I fell a sleep again but this time thinking of Calum.

"Mommy, wake up"I heard my sons little voice say I opened my eyes and looked at him

"Mommy I want to go see uncle Niall and Liam, Louis, Harry and Zayn, mommy I miss them"Drew said as his eyes got a little watery I pulled him in for a hug

"I know baby I miss them to"I said then it came to me we could stay at boys house not the ones I'm living with right now but the other boys. I pulled away from the hug fast and jumped out of bed and looked at Drew

"Do u want to stay hear with the boys"I asked Drew

"Yeah but I want to go see uncle Niall and Liam and-"I cut him off laughing

"I know baby but we could stay at Niall's and the other boys, I don't think Michael and Calum and Luke and Ashton want us here any more so why don't we pack are stuff and go to the 1D house then we can move in are house when it's fixed"I say to Drew he jumped up and down on the bed

"Okay I will pack my stuff mommy"Drew said as he got off the bed I got out are baggage and opened one for me and one for Drew.

I still wasn't done and Drew had already been done with his stuff he was helping put my stuff in the bag. He must really want to see the boys he has never been away from them this long so I know he really wants to see them.

5 mins later and I was done and Drew was dragging his baggage good thing it had wheals. We put are stuff by the door. I had put out new close for me and Drew because we both need a shower. I turned on the water and made it warm for me and Drew then I grabbed my speaker and plugged it in and played
Hallelujah by Panic at the Disco. I had gotten Drew undressed then I did got undressed my self and we both got in the shower.
Drew new the songs I played because he has heard them 100 times and knows all the words so me and him where singing along.

After we showered I got dressed then got Drew dressed and we went down stairs with are bags I had to help Drew a couple times because the language would get stuck on the stairs we made it down the steps and Michael and Luke and Calum and Ashton where down stairs I knew Drew was going to say something but I covered his mouth I dragged him to the hall way with are language I uncovered his mouth then looked at him

"You have to be quite or there going to hear us and there not going to let us leave"I said to Drew he nodded his head okay

"Okay know follow me and don't make a sound"I say to Drew. We walk back out and I get on my knees and drag my stuff as I hold onto Drew's hand. we got to the end of the couch so that meant I would have to open the door with out making a sound. I stood up and let go of Drew's hand I opened the door slowly and looked at the boys to see if they noticed us. I opened the door some more and backed up some I felt something under my foot and seen Drew foot under mine.

"Owwww"Drew cried out my eyes widen. shit. I picked Drew up an that's when they seen us fuck. They all
looked at me I waved shyly and smiled awkwardly

"Where are you going"Calum asked staring at are bags I froze

"Um"I said then cleared my voice

"Leaving"I said then looked at Calum's face he looked like he wanted to cry he looked up from staring at the bags and looked at Drew he had guilt on his face.