Mackenzie is out of my life. Forever. Nothing I can do about it. She's gone.
The schools changed a lot. People aren't as demented as before, when Mackenzie was here.
Me and Josh changed. He doesn't want to be seen with "the girl who changed the school". I'm fine with that. We're still going out and everything, but there's just not that magical spark. That feeling you get when you think of them and your heart beat gets faster, and faster. You can feel your face get red with happiness. It's just not there.
I've changed. I hate change! I just wish that things could've just stayed the same forever! I wish I will always have my life! But I can't.
Oh! And by the way, now that Mackenzie's OUTTA HERE SUCKA' I've made some amazing new friends. One of them is a Mexican who's name is Jesus. I know it's coincidental that when I needed god most, it gave me a friend wit the name Jesus! He understands me. I remember I used to like him, and he knows that. But I don't know who to like! I only think of Jesus as a best friend, and nothing more than that. I text him all of the time!
He brings my mind off of Josh. When I'm feeling bad, he's always there for me. And I'm there for him. He's my bro! Not really, I just think of him as a bro. And it's pronounced hesus, but spelled Jesus. I'm there to pick him up when he's falling, and he's there for me when I'm falling.
This school has changed a lot though! The whole school has a new attitude. Everyone's all nice instead of jerks.
It's insane what one person can do to effect everyone. Even the teachers changed! They didn't seem as crabby and they were more eager to teach.
My life is perfect... Kind of...
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What did she mean my kind of?
The next chapter will probably be the last chapter. Maybe a chapter after that. But at the end I'm gonna tell you about how I came up with this story.
PEACE OUT MOFOS!!
~SAVVVVVVVVAAAAYYYYY!!
