MENTIONS OF RAPE
I wake up next to Zach a little bit confused. I get out of the bed and head into the bathroom and I take a shower. I get ready for the day and sit with Zach for a while. All of the memories from the previous night come rushing back.I run my fingers through Zach's hair and he wakes up.
Z: Morning.
H: Morning. You have a horrible bed head. Luckily you're cute.
Z: What?
H: I have a question. Do you remember anything from last night?
Z: Um-no not really.
H: Oh.
Z: Did something bad happen? Did I do something stupid?Or did I-
H: You talk too much sometimes.
I kiss Zach and he is shocked at first but kisses me back.
Z: What the hell is going on today?
H: Well there's been a lot since last night.
Z: I have such a headache. What the hell did we drink?
H: Oh nothing. You said that you wanted to smoke because you could handle it. Then you took the longest drag off of my blunt and was high. I was high too. Josie met a girl last night and well...
Z: Oh god I did do something stupid.
H: Hey! Take that back.
Z: Oh my god. we fucked last night?
H: You really don't remember?
Z: I remember bits and pieces but not all of it.
H: Well you might not want to stand just yet.
Z: Damn.
H: Yeah. Look Zach I really don't want to hurt you but-
Z: I understand. You need time to get over them. The only part of last night I remember is you snapping at Jonah and Daniel.
H: Yeah I did. I mean it was true.
Z: Wait so you are actually in love with me?
H: You remember that?
Z: You didn't think I would forget that you told me that you love me? Did you?
H: No I just thought you wouldn't remember that until later.
Z: I get it. You just need time to get over them and I respect it. I don't want to push you into something that you aren't ready for.
H: Zach. I don't care about them. I care about you. You helped me get through last night not them. I am in love with you. You have showed me how to be my true self without having to hide for anyone. They weren't in love with me. They were in love with the person who died.
Z: I love you.
SMUT
I pick up Zach and pin him to the door. he lets out a groan. I kiss him hard and trail down to his neck. I leave hickeys and Zach moans.
H: Feels good?
Z: I fucking hate when you do that.
H: Do what?
Z: Talk.
H: I never said that I was going to fuck you. Maybe I'll do something else.
Z: Well what are you waiting for?
I put Zach on the bed and he wraps his legs around me and pulls me closer.
Z: Please fuck me.
H: I don't think so.
I kiss Zach and leave him on the bed.
Z: come on! Why not?
H: Zay babe. you can barely stand.
Z:I can stand.
Zach attempts to stand up and he falls over.
H: Oh my.
Z: Im okay. Do you thing this is normal?
H: Yeah for someones first time.
Z: How did you know?
H: I didn't. I was your first?
Z: Well yeah. I didn't plan on it to be like that though.
H: I bet. I mean its pretty normal for humans but we heal so I don't know why you aren't fine. Unless-
Z: What?
H: You might've accidentally stopped healing and didn't know. This might hurt.
I break Zach's arm. He screams and groans. I hold his hips and pull him closer to me.
H: Are you okay?
Z: yeah I'm okay. Im healing.
H: I hear someone coming to the door.
Hope comes in the door and starts to yell at me.
Ho: What the hell! you completely bailed on my party. Our party.
H: How many times did I have to tell you Hope? I didn't want to celebrate the day I died.
Ho: How come when I want to do something it never ends up happening? You always get what you want. You get to have a relationship and you got to live your dream.
