I wake up next to Liam and I get out of bed. I check on the rest of my kids and start looking for places online. I head downstairs and see Hope on the couch talking to Zach.
H: Why are you talking to him?
Ho: What did you say to him?
H: He kept it a secret from me about my kids. I needed to know that sooner. I mean I was-
Ho: Yeah I know the whole Eli thing.
H: Yeah but do you know what he actually did to me? Hope I dont talk about it for a reason.
Ho: What could he have possibly done to you that was so bad that he could possibly get you to use again?
H: He raped me. He would force himself onto me break me into a million pieces because I couldn't stop it.
Ho: What?
H: He wanted to have kids. I didnt want anymore why do you think I wanted to die?
Ho: He raped you?
H: Yes hope he raped me and I didnt want Liam to have to go through that at all. I should've never left.
L: No dad you couldn't have stopped it. I dont blame you its not your fault.
H: yes it is sweetheart. I just wish it didnt happen to you. Wait a minute. What did he say to you?
L: That he always wanted to be a father. He called himself something with and e. I think Elijah?
H: Oh my gosh. He-he-
L: Dad what's wrong?
H: I think he's Daniels doppelgänger.
Ho: Really?
H: If I call Daniel and I get an answer from him ill know.
I grab my phone and call Daniel. He pickup.
D: Hey Hugo what happened at my house where are the kids?
H: He-he-no its not possible.
D: Hugo what did you do.
H: I killed you. I saw you I killed you Daniel where are you?
D: Hugo I haven't been home since the party I went on vacation and told Liam to look over the little ones until I got back. What happened.
H: He's back.
D: Im on my way.
Daniel books an emergency flight and runs toward me.he leans in to hug me but I push him away.
H: Tell me something only we would know.
D: I know that we were together for almost six years. we have 5 kids together and they've all missed having you around. I know that you remember that night that you gave birth the first time and asked me to marry you. I knew how happy we were.
H: That's not possible. I killed you and I didnt even regret it. I cant believe I said it.
Liam: I cant
H: Liam look at me. That is not the man who raped you.
L: It looks like him a lot.
H: Did he speak French?
L: Fluently.
H: His name was Elijah. I called him Eli. he was my boyfriend he did the same things to me as to you Liam.
L: What did you do to him.
H: I killed him or so I thought. I'd never expect this. I need some air.
Ho: done do anything stupid.
H: Yeah okay.
Ho: can I talk to you?
H: sure
Hope and I step into the hallway.
Ho: I mean it. I feel like you're going to start using again.
H: I am ill and you are not.
Ho: What's that supposed to mean?
H: I need some air. Just watch them.
I head outside to my car and roll a blunt. I feel my heart pounding outside my chest. I start my car and drive really fast. I play music and cry. I call the one person who I expected to pick up. I called Brianna.
B: Hello? Hugo?
H: Help. Help!
B: What's wrong?
H: I just- I cant- gotta-
B: Breathe. talk to me.
H: I love you.
B: Hugo!
I hang up the phone and drive to my dealers house. I buy lots of Molly and weed. I drive out to the woods and grad a bunch of wood and silver. I burn the silver on the wood. I call Daniel.
D: Hugo?
H: Dani. I just wanted to call to tell you how much I love you. Ill always love you so much.
D: Hugo what did you do?
H: I gotta go. I love you.
I hang up the phone. I snorted all of the Molly that I brought from my dealer.i turn off my location/I smoke the blunt I rolled and then stab myself in the heart with the steak. I start to feel the burn and start to close my eyes. I get a phone call from Jonah.
