Janet Jackson.
I can't get over this feeling that I've developed for women...I don't even think I want to get over it. I know that I'll be supported but...I'm a mother. his future could be jeopardized because of this. I don't know...
I invited my long time friends and cast mates from "why did I get married." Tasha smith and Sharon Leal over to my house...just to get this feeling off my chest and to also tell them about my secret crush.
"Hey girls come in." I said welcoming them in.
"Ooo girl this is fancy." Tasha says making me chuckle
"Yes jan this is nice. Where's the baby?" Sharon asked
"He's in his room sleeping I just put him to bed an hour ago...anyways I invited you guys over because I missed you of course but to also get a few things off my chest." I say as they sat down on the couch
"What's up?" Sharon asks as they draw their attention to me.
"I think I like...girls" I says as they nearly choke
"You like what?!" Tasha semi yells
"Oh girl shush that baby is up there sleeping." Sharon says shushing Tasha up
"We support you one hundred percent!" Sharon says as they both smile brightly making me relax
"Thanks I love you girls so much! I just don't know how to announce it to the public." I say
"How about you just make a Instagram post announcing it." Tasha suggests
"I could do that. But it'll be everywhere!" I say as Tasha makes that no duh face
"Well it's gonna be everywhere no matter what way you do it. You are Janet Jackson." Tasha says as Sharon nods in agreement.
"I think it's a pretty good idea Jan." Sharon's says agreeing with Tasha
"Maybe you girls are right. I'll make the post soon. But...I have just one more thing to say." I says as I notice Sharon's eyes widen causing me to giggle a bit.
"What is it this time?" Tasha asks
"I have a crush...on Toni Braxton." I say as the the girls sit there speechless.
"Girl whaaaat!" Tasha says as she gets up and praise dance.
"I can't blame you she is fine af!" Sharon says as while they laugh at Tasha
"Yea she is...I never thought if I was to be gay she'd be the women I'd be attracted to but ever since we locked eyes I can't get her out of my mind." I say
"Aww your acting like a little high schooler. It's so cute." Sharon says as Tasha finally sits down
"I'm so happy for you friend! Y'all would be the perfect couple!" Tasha says as I stop her
"I don't know if she's gay. Plus she's engaged to birdman I'm sure she's not even though I think we've been flirting through Instagram..." I says scratching my head
"Hey cheer up! Your Janet Jackson! You never know." Sharon says as Tasha agrees
"I love you all! And I loved that you decided to let me know this information but I got a man at home and he's waiting on me to cook dinner so I'll see you guys soon." Tasha says grabbing her purse.
"Yea I should be leaving too." Sharon says getting up behind her
"Awh okay. Bye girls!" I say as they walk out of the door.
"What will I do..."
Toni Braxton.
I can't understand my feelings! Why do I feel this way! I have a fiancé! I can't believe I'm starting to like women...
"Babeh I'm going to hang with Wayne and La Bryan I'll see ya later." Bryan says kissing my forehead snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Okay babe have fun." I say faking a smile
He left the house and I invited Tayme over to express to her how I feel...not knowing how she'd react.
"Hey Tay." I say tiredly
"What's wrong sissy?" Tamar says as she follows me into my bedroom and we sit on my bed.
"I have a confession...but I need you to call Towanda and Trina so they can hear it as well.
"Ooo okay." She says reaching into her purse for her phone.
I prepare myself for this confession...even started to sweat.
"Hey Tay." The girls say in unison
"I'm calling because Toni says she has a confessions." She says as I say hey to the girls
I sigh and take a deep breath
"I think...I think I'm gay." I say as silence grew over the phone and Tamar's eyes widened
"Girl what?! How! You know I'd support you but what about B?" Tamar says as the girls remain silent.
"I don't know! But I have one more confessions..." I say as her eyes widen again
"I think I'm falling for Janet Jackson..." I say as Tamar damn near faints
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