take me away...

emotional rollercoaster

Toni Braxton.

"I know dam well you did not just say that your falling for Janet Jackson! She's not even gay Toni." Tamar says

"I know Tayme but I could always change that. Plus my kids are grown I don't have to worry about how their future and how their friends would look at them. Also she's been flirting with me over the internet...ever since that party ever since we locked eyes it's been amazing Tay." I say genuinely

"Toni you know I'll support you a hundred percent but...what about Birman! The elephant in the room." Trina says

"Right! How can you feel this way when your engaged to a man?" Towanda asks

"I don't know but...I just can't help it. I love B but...I don't know." I say fighting back tears.

"Just call her." Tamar blurts out

"Girl what? I can't do that Tay." I say hoping she'd beg me.

"No you are doing it. You have to..." Tamar says looking her sister in her eyes.

I stare at my phone...thinking about my little sister's suggestion

"I'll do it." I say as her face lights up

"Great" They say in unison

"Wait before you call her...have you told mommy or daddy?" Towanda asks

"No I haven't...but I don't think I should yet because remember I'm still engaged...I guess for the moment I'm bisexual." I say giggling

"I guess so, now call her!" Tamar says rushing me

"Okay okay! I'm doing it."

Janet Jackson.

A few minutes earlier

The girls are back over just to spend some time with me and Eissa...we really need the company.

I sat Eissa down in front of the gigantic flat screen tv on the wall and gave him his favorite snack. it's time to talk to the girls now

"So what's taking you so long to make the post?" Tasha asks plopping a grape into her mouth.

"I really don't know...I should just make it now." I say as Tasha and Sharon high five

"Don't get to excited come and take this picture Sharon." I say as she walks over to me

I started to pose like I was in a fashion show. I took about 15 pictures.

Tasha Sharon and I swipe through the pictures looking for the right one to post.

"I like this one!" We say in unison

"This is the one!" Tasha says smiling.

"Yes it is. Let me tell you exactly what to say so the people and YOUR CRUSH Toni Braxton get that your gay...because some people might not catch on and it'll be allegedly."

The caption:
I'd never thought I'd have to make this post but...I like women it's a feeling that came out of nowhere. I'd really appreciate the love and support.

"Perfect caption." I say before posting it then putting my phone in my pocket as it starts to vibrate.

"I can't believe it you did it." Sharon says amazed

"Yup she did it." Tasha said as I smile

We talked a little more but then my phone ranged. I usually wouldn't check to see who called after posting something risky but something in my gut told me look. When I seen who was calling me I nearly dropped my phone.

"Girl what's wrong with you? Your shaking." Tasha asks as they look at my phone

"She's calling you?!" They said in unison

"Answer the phone!" Tasha says as she take my phone and answers it forcing me to speak

"Hello...this is Toni Braxton...Kenny gave me your number a while back and I would really like to meet up with you maybe at a restaurant or something?" She asks in her husky voice she sounded so sexy.

"Yea that's cool. I'm really looking forward to it...also I think your really gorgeous!" I say getting a little more comfortable

"Thanks your pretty gorgeous yourself." She's says while I smile

After the call ended the girls freaked out.

"She totally wants you. I can feel it." Sharon says as Tasha agrees

"Yes girl! This is a mess." Tasha says laughing.

"She sounds soo sexy..." I say not paying them any mind.

By now Tasha is hopping up and down and Sharon is just watching giggling.

"No seriously! Y'all heard that husky voice, damn near made me wet." I say laughing

"That's just nasty." Tasha says finally calming down.

"I wonder if she even seen the post..."

Toni Braxton

"She's gay?!" I scream

"Girl what you talking about?!" Tamar asks

By now Towanda and Trina had hung up.

"She's gay Tay! She made a post right before I called her!" I say as Tamar laughs at me

"Yea that's great and all but Toni Braxton...you are engaged to a man." Tamar says

"Yea I know that. But I really feel like he doesn't care for me...and a lot of women want me! Also we've been engaged for four years tay. If he really wanted to get married to me he would of been cleared his schedule to have the wedding...And I have a suspicious but I will not accuse him of anything until I find out the truth." I say as Tamar just nods

"I only want the best for you. But Bryan he's my brother. But also I know one thing, if he isn't treating you right...he gotta go." She says coming in to hug me.

"Thanks Tay I really appreciate it."

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second chapter is pretty decent. 🤭