dear clay,
i can not believe that you are gone. i can not believe that you died on your way back to your apartment. i can not believe that the last thing we talked about was how our relationship was going down. the last thing i said to you was that i still love you.
i do not understand why you had to leave this early. we made plans together. we wanted to move to the uk and buy a nice house there. we wanted to live near our friends. we wanted to be happy together. well, it is funny how fast things can change.
clay, i am sorry that this is the way it ended.
i am sitting here at our place. the place we first kissed and the place you asked me to be your girlfriend. this is a dream, right? please tell me this is a dream. clay, i do not know how to live without you. you were my world. you were my lover, my best friend, my soulmate. you were the only reason why i was happy and you were the only person that truly understood me.
clay, i am so glad that i was able to call you mine and i hope that somewhere, in another universe, we will find each other again.
i love you.
yours y/n
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dear clay | dream
Fanfiction»i saved every letter i wrote you« letters, y/n wrote to clay which she never told him about. tw: death, suicide ➵ cover by me
