i took one last look at the letters i wrote to you. i took one last look at the beach and everything that was around me. i took one last look at the sunset. i took one last look at the place where we threw your ashes into the ocean.
i slowly stepped into the ocean. i immediately felt closer to you. i feel like everything is my fault. it's my fault that you died, isn't it? you were trying to call me and your phone distracted you. you didn't see the car coming. you crashed into it and you died. i was able to hear your last words on the mailbox. you said that you regret everything and you want everything to be good again. you said that you will do anything, so we are happy again and then suddenly everything got silent.
i thought about everything we had for a last tome before getting completely into the ocean and coming to you.
now that i am with you, i can be happy again.
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dear clay | dream
Fanfiction»i saved every letter i wrote you« letters, y/n wrote to clay which she never told him about. tw: death, suicide ➵ cover by me
