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February 13th, 2015

" A friendship turn to a bond"

Things with me and Elijah haven't moved since the last time we hanged out at the bowling alley it's been weeks since I've talked to him. Is it because I pushed him away?? But I was uncomfortable. I did the right thing.... right?? What am I talking about of course I did, I didn't feel comfortable around him at that time, what type of girl does he think I am!! If he doesn't want to talk to me that's fine, be like that. He went from a 12 to a 9.5 on a scale from 1 - 10, U do the math.

At lunch was the Time I really get to see Elijah a lot but now that's he's being distant I really didn't care for my lunch period so I spent my time in the library... IKR why the library, out of all the places U could've gone.....My thoughts were interrupted when as soon as I walk in and I see..... that's right, Elijah!!!! Wth!! Why!! Why me lord!!
I try to not be seen by Elijah but too late he saw me and he looked at me with his sexy ass smile and his eyes.....lord give me strength. I sit as far from him as possible but of course he moved right next to me😒😒.....FUCK!!
" look who it is " I say lowly
" in the flesh " he says smiling
"what do u want " I say rolling my eyes
" just to hang with my bestie "
" then wheres Chris" I say looking around
" ......very funny "
" I wasn't trying to be " I say smartly
" so how have u been "

Dafuq he never ask that before, it he on drugs today.....well, more then usual

" ummm I've been alright " I say still confused
" why only alright "
" cause of many things "
" u wanna tell me "
" u wouldn't want to- wait why r u talking to me anyway"
" .. What do u mean" he says with a confused look on his face
" u haven't talked to me in like a month"
" does it matter, it's not like we're a couple "
" that has nothing to do with the situation, but ok if u don't want to tell me that's fine" I say as I turn around and go back on my phone
" ok, ok, ok, I wasn't talking to u because I thought u would feel uncomfortable with me, because of what i did, that day " he says rubbing the back of his neck and looking down
" ..... Does it matter, it's not like we're a couple " I say mockingly
" I'm serious, I didn't want U to think of me as someone that I'm not " he laughs
"Don't worry about it " I say " it's cool "
" good " he says, then he starts ticking me on my side as I start laughing
" stawp we're at a library stupid " I say as my sleeve accidentally slides up
" what happened to U " he says in a serious tone
" nothing " I say sliding my sleeve back down
" who did that, ima beat that nigga ass " he says trying to make me laugh
" it was paper Elijah, what now "
"well tell "paper" to meet me at McDonald's after school cause we bout to get it poppin, 0-100 nigga real quick" he says jokingly
" stop lyin to me U know u just want him to buy U McDonald's cause u broke " I say
".......How'd u know " he says smiling
" 😑😑😑😑 shut up " I say slightly pushing him
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After my lunch period I had completely forgotten to ask Elijah why he was in library anyway, but all that really didn't matter cause spending time with my crush is a one in a life time thing

I'm i stupid for forgiving him?? Was he even serious?? Or was he just trying to get something else??......Does he even care??