See You Again

The Real Him

The Real Him

" Hold every memory as it goes.... "

February 20th, 2015
12:34 am

"Where is it!!! " , I say rummaging through my closet. " Where did u last see it " Abri says while looking through my drawers. " It's...its not here " I say breathing heavily " ok don't panic... umm, who was in UR room the past week " Abri says trying to help. " umm my mom was gone the past week, my sister... who am I kidding she can't reach all the way up there, no matter how many things she stood on" I say thinking hard about who has been in my room. " who else" Abri says anxiously. "Well that's everyone..... except.... wait no that's impossible.... he, he couldn't...he wouldn't......."

~ Flashback ~
"I don't see how u have all these pictures on ur mirror, and UR still able to see urself in it " he says amazed
" shut up UR just jealous that I have more friends then u ever did" I say laughing
" ight bet " he says proudly
" loser has to confess something to the winner that they never told anyone before" I say competitively
" it's a bet then " he says smirking
" I'll be black, ima go get my yearbook to show u how many ppl were in my squad back in the day " I say leaving the room
" I think it's suppose to be "I'll be back" not black " he says jokingly
" don't correct me!! " I say screaming from downstairs
~ 5 Minutes later ~
"I'm backk-......what r u doing?" I say referring to him looking through my closet
" Im just so amazed how ur able to wear jeans all summer " he says wide eyed
"😑😑😑😑.......thanks for ur concern"
~ End of Flashback ~

A million things were running through my head, but one thing stuck out more then others. All I kept hearing was him saying, " I didn't want you to think of me as someone I'm not ". I lower my head and a tear escapes my eye. " whoo is it " Abri says anxiously and rubs my back to comfort me. " please don't tell me it's who I think it is " Abri says bouncing her leg repeatedly, which could only mean bad things.......
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February 20th, 2015
1:35 am

Soon all my sadness turned to anger, disappointment, and disgust toward Elijah on my drive to his house. All the feelings I had for him had died completely, and all the things I remember him saying to me went out the window

As I knocked on his apartment door I kept thinking about all the anger that's about to pour out of me when I see Eli. And as soon as I was about to knock again, Elijah opens the door looking completely surprised. " u didn't tell me u were- " I didn't bother to hear what he had to say so I just pushed him and headed to his room and locked the door so he couldn't get it.

As I hear Elijah banging on his door trying to get in, I look through everything in his room, his closet, his drawers, under his bed, U name it I looked in it, but after a good 15 minutes I didn't find a dime, but then something told me...... look in his shoes, I didn't question it, so I went through his large collection of shoes and I found what I've been looking for this whole time.............
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To Be Continued