Dysfunctional ~ xxxtentacion

3

Jahseh

I pulled my hood up and laid on my bed as I continue to write poems in my notes on my phone.

Ski is still here but I'm pretty sure he's fucking Addison since he asked me for a condom couple minutes ago.

I'm interrupted by knocking on my bedroom door.

"Come in" I said and in walked Jordyn

"Oh you came back? you good?" I asked and she nodded

"Just wanted to ask if you know where Addison is" she said looking down at her fingers

she's always looking down when she speaks to people 

"Getting fucked by ski" I replied bluntly

She nods "oh Alright I'll just go back home then" she mumbles slowly walking out

"You can chill in here until they're done if you want, I don't mind" I say and she looks up at me slowly

She pulls her phone out her pocket and sits at the end of my bed

The room was in silence, the only noise that filled the room was the clicking of my phone keyboard as I wrote poems, I was enjoying her company, not sure if she was enjoying mine though. 

It was strange because I was so used to having bitches drooling over me, but Jordyn was different. 

I looked over at her,  she sat at the end of my bed with her legs crossed. also writing something in her notes.

Jordyn

The silence was comforting, the only other time I would get silence is when I was at home alone. Every time I come here to hang with Addison she's always talking about some guy she's fucked or some drama that was happening at school, so this was nice. 

I opened my notes on my phone and began writing my second diary entry of today.

Diary entry #2:
After being humiliated by Addison I decided to come back as nobody is home and I didn't really like being alone. Now I'm somehow in Jahsehs room sitting on his bed with him.  Theres something mysterious about Jahseh but I cant quite work it out. He isn't like the guys at school or the guys that live in our neighbourhood, he's different.
He seemed intimidating at first but now he gives off a totally different vibe.
Addison says he's weird and strange but I don't think so.

I get interrupted as I feel the bed shift.

He opens the drawer on his nightstand and takes out a bottle of pills, the same pills that I take. 

Jahseh

I look at the time then grab my pills and take one catching Jordyn staring hard as fuck at me.

"I take those" she says referring to my pills

"You do?, how many milligrams are you on?" I ask

"500Mg... I take two every dose" she replies and my eyes widen

"Wow ur fucked up...I only take 250" I reply and she looks at me confused

"Fucked up?? My mom says they're just vitamins..." she says quietly

"Your moms lying" I reply bluntly and she goes quiet

"They're antidepressants" I say

The room falls back into silence. I didn't understand why parents lie to their kids about what kinda meds they're on. 
I hated liars, my mom was the biggest narcissistic and compulsive liar and I hated her for that. I rather people just be real with me and tell me the truth no matter how much it hurts.

The next day

Addison has a couple of friends over including Jordyn.

I walk downstairs to open the door for ski  and they're all in the living room playing 7 minutes in heaven

I open the door and dap ski up and walk back towards the stairs, ready to go back to my room  until Addison calls me and ski

"Guys do you wanna play 7 minutes in heaven" she says and I shake my head "nah I'm good" I say back

"Come on man don't be boring" ski says and I sigh

"Fine"

"The rules are whoever the bottle lands on you have to makout with them in the closet for 7 minutes" Addison says and I roll my eyes

She's so sexually driven it's shocking.

We both sit down in the circle and it's Jordyns turn to spin the bottle.

I don't even know why she was playing this game when she was probably the most timid and innocent out of everyone.

The bottle lands on me

"I ain't doing it" I say bluntly

Jordan's emotion on her face  remains the same

"Damn u think she ugly or sum?" Ski says

"Nah, I just ain't about to be her first kiss when it's meaningless, for some stupid game" I say

"Just do it" Addison says irritated

"Shit I'll do it" some guy says and I shake my head "you ain't doing shit....Jordyn come on"

I get up and grab her hand and we walk into the closet and close the door.

"Just kiss me" she whispers

"Are you sure u want ur first kiss to be in a closet for some dumb game?" I whisper back and she nods

Addisons a really bad influence on her, she most likely just wants to be kissed because of peer pressure. I been here only a couple days and Addisons always persuading her to have sex or to give head. 

I push her curly hair behind her ear and caress her cheek

"I'm nervous" she whispers

"You don't have to do this, don't listen to Addison, just because she does everything with guys it doesn't mean you need to" I whisper to her and she nods

"I want to" she smiles

I lean in and place my lips against hers, she kisses back and it quickly turns into a makeout session.

I gently push her up against the wall and she wraps her arms around my neck as she silently moans against my lips

I move from her lips down to her neck and suck it lightly leaving a bruise. I peck her lips once more and then let go of her and she blushes putting her hands over her face

"Your a good kisser" I mumble lowly in her ear before walking out of the closet.

The truth is, Jordyn wasn't an ugly girl. She was exactly my type. From the curly hair, her timidity, her style and the way she carried herself she was very much what I looked for in a girl. But I wasn't ready to find a new bitch or be with someone new, I was still getting over the shit the Geneva put me through.

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~TrippyJahseh