You can call me emo (boyxboy)

YOURE my father??

The whole plane ride honestly wasn't as bad as i expected it to be, I don't remember ever being on a plane before but I've heard all of these stories from Amanda about all of these wonderful trips to Disney we took as a family when I was a baby.. doubt they were real. To be fair I've never seen one photo of me as a child.
Stepping off the plane was the worst part, how did I know who I was looking for? Would he look like me?
Suddenly a tall man, with light blonde hair and the bluest eyes I've ever seen walked over, damn he is FIT.
God damnit Tear, close your mouth you're drooling over a stranger, I told myself.
"Are you.. tear?" He said almost as like he was confused by the name he had just called me... wait how did he know my name? But wait.. if he already knew my name why does he sound so confused. I looked up at him, when I say this man was tall he was HUGE.
"Uh yeah I'm Tear, who are you?" I shouldn't be answering a random man but after all he could be the man I'm looking for, hopefully he is
"Oh sorry how rude of me, my names Jaime and I'm your father"
I JUST SAID MY OWN FATHER IS HOT IM GOING TO BE SICK
"Terra.. I mean Tear are you alright" he said as he placed a hand on my shoulder, I must have been in my own head for a while.
I looked up at the man who I suppose was my father and let me just say, I didn't get his looks
"Um yeah sorry was just thinking just going through alot of changes at once I guess.." I trailed off just thinking about how anything was better than being with Amanda.
"I'm sure you'll miss Ama.. I mean your mom but I promise you by the end of the year you'll be back with her" he half smiled kinda like saying that hurt him. The man doesn't even know me
Looking down at my feet I say with a slight sigh "Actuallllly Amanda kicked me out after this year"
Jaime stopped dead in his tracks
"She kicked you out at 16?!? That's not happening! Your officially moving in with me, and you have no say about it. My son will not be homeless" he was stern yet a hint of worry in his voice
We went to go grab my suitcases and head to the car without another word. His car was a nice range rover, this think must cost a fortune! As we got into the fanciest car I have ever seen Jaime kinda just smiles at me
"You like it?" He whispered
My head snapped to the left to look at him
"Uh yes sir it's beautiful" I stuttered out
My mom's boyfriends always made me call them sir...
"Kiddo you don't have to call me sir, you can call me Jaime or dad if you'd like" he whispered the last part so soft I could hardly hear him
"Okay Jaime I'm sorry I won't do it again si... Jaime"
Why was I so nervous talking to someone I share half my DNA with! I was shy around Amanda because she would beat me if I did something wrong. Jaime slowly started the car, turned the radio on to some random station and started towards the new place I'm going to be calling home. After about 10 minutes of just listening to the radio Jaime takes a deep breathe in..
"I have so much to show you and tell you. About who you are, where you came from but I don't want to overwhelm you on you're first day with me.. so we're going to start slow"
He's starting to worry me honestly
"What do you mean? I know who I am" I said looking at him. All timidness went out the car window and the curious kid in me came out
When we hit the next red light, the man I will soon hopefully be calling dad looked at me
"Your names not actually Tear, it's Terrance.. and Amanda isn't your mom"
He closed his mouth the second he said that and I just stared at him until my eyes dried out. His mouth was puckered together so tight you could hardly see his lips.. I had so many questions but I knew he wouldn't answer them now, he didn't look in the talking mood anymore. The rest of the car ride was silent. Felt like forever but was really about 30 minutes. The whole time all I could think about who is Amanda? Why have I been called Tear for so long if that isn't even my name
        Who am i?