Found The Lost (ON HOLD)

chapter 16

Edward pov:-

After few minutes naina came to her balcony and sat on her swing which is exactly opposite to me, as i was also sitting on swing which exactly facing towards her..

"So let's start the game." naina said sipping her tea..

"Ok shall i start or will you start?"i ask

"You start"she said

"Ok..so what is your favorite color?"i ask her

"Umm..black and red but i like the black the most and what about you?" naina asked..

" wow..even i like black and red but i like the red most" i said surprised even she was surprised

"Wow what a coincidence"she said chuckling..

"Ok now your turn." i said

She was thinking for a while and asked

"So....is there anything you regret about?"

"Yeah..the day i asked my parents to get me an ice cream ,because that day i lost my parents in an accident"..i said remembering that day..

"Ok you say ..is there anything you regret about?" I asked her

She suddenly becomes silent..i can see her unshed tears and the pain in her eye..

'why do my heart is aching seeing her like this' i thought..

Looking at stars and  smiling sadly she answered.."yeah...trusting the wrong people in my life"

'What does she mean trusting the wrong people her life? was she in a realtionship? why do my heart is aching thinking that she had a boyfriend..' i was thinking but  i asked her a question which i was curious about..

"So..were you in a relationship or in love before?" I asked her suddenly..

"It's ok if you don't say i just asked casually" i quickly said not wanting to make her uncomfortable, but i was hoping she would say the answer

She chuckles and says.."no never..i was not in a relationship nor in love"

'After listening to her i was so happy and my heart was dancing'..

"So what about you same question?"she asked me..

I was a bit happy ,that she want to know about me..

"No i was not in relationship nor in love" i said, but i thought

' but may be now I'm falling '

"So next question...what is your favorite sport ?" I ask

"Handball and what is your favorite? "she says

"Basketball " i answer

"So..so what do you expect from your partner? "she asked

"Why do you want know. By any chance are you interested in me?" I ask her jokingly..

"No no..i was just asking casually because ur looking good,rich ,handsome and I'm sure you would have so many girls behind you....but if you don't want to answer no problem.."she said at one go..

"Hey chill..i was just kidding" i said chuckling at her

'Idiot' i heard her muttering..

"Hey i heard that" i said her

"Ok ..now tell me "she said..

"Well i believe in truelove and even i wish to have some one next to me in my ups and downs ,even i wish to have a relationship like my mom and dad. you know i used to admire them a lot but you know not everyone are like that ,as you said girls are always behind me. It's true but they are behind me just because I am rich, handsome , or who just want to get in my pants and i don't want such cheap girls.." I said and added looking at her eyes.."i want someone who can love me as much as i do,i want some one to take care of me when I'm not well and even i should take care of her, i want some one who can love my sister like i do,i want some who is like a bestfriend, i want some one who can always be with me for me not for my money,i want someone to love me for being myself" all this while i was looking at her eyes and she was also looking at me..

But she broke the eye contact quickly and said..

"Wow that's nice of you..i hope you get someone you wish for"

"Ok now you say what do you expect from you're partner? "now i ask her the same being curious..

Now again she looked into my eyes saying.."i want my partner to be loyal ,trustworthy, and who can respect me as much as i respect him then love me, care for me. who can be with me at my worst and vice versa , who can laugh with me, who can give me his shoulder when i cry ,who can be a bestfriend to me and in total, i want my partner to be with me till my last breath in the journey of our life and i can promise him that i would never leave his hand till my last breath and be always with him even in the difficulties of his life"

We were staring eachother for few minutes until she broke the eye contact when she realized and looked at her phone

"It's already 1:30 am , let's stop playing now, i better go and sleep.Tomorrow i have to go early for classes" she Said a bit being awkward after our staring session..

"Yeah..we better sleep..even i have work..goodnight Sweet dreams..bye"i said trying to be less awkward so she can be comfortable..

She smiles and says "same to you..bye" and goes in her room closing balcony door

I aslo go in and lay down on my bed. Thinking our conversation few minutes back

'When i was saying about what kind of partner i need or when she was saying about her, why was i thinking about her being with me. Was she also thinking about me?..'I thought

'Because u like her'my mind said.

'Yeah i like her eyes,i like her smile,i like her voice and i like the way she thinks , i hate when i see her sad , it is like someone is twisting my heart,i like to talk to her,when she is not with me i miss her but when she is near me my heart beats fast,i can speak to her for hours ....yes i like her..but does she like me?....what if she doesn't like me?..'i thought

'May be she like you and you saw her staring at your eyes right'my mind said

'But that doesn't mean she likes me right..may be she was so into her talks that she didn't realize it ' i thought

I dozed off with the thoughts of naina going in my mind..
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