kurt cobain imagines ♡︎

exhausted

hi my loves (thank you for the lovely request)  im back after a while (my bad) i want to put out a trigger warning for self harm in this story and to please not read if you dont like that stuff. none of you guys are alone and my insta is a safe space for anyone who is struggling i love you all and i am super grateful that you like this book  <3

What a long day. My arm lifted as I brought my cigaret to my lips and lit it. I inhaled and the black smoke filled my lungs. My lips opened and I let it all out. I sat in the backyard, thinking to myself thoughts rushing everywhere. Its been super hard recently. Im exhausted. I put my cig in the ashtray next to me and went back inside. I went to the kitchen to see kurt sitting at the table "smoke?" He said looking up. I nodded, he looked back down at the table and lifted his pencil again and started to draw. I walked up behind him and looked to see what he was doing. I rested my chin on his shoulder and wrapped my arms around his belly watching him effortlessly write and draw all over the notebook "I like that" I said looking at a drawing he smiled and let out a small huff "thanks" he was such a talented artistic person, I've always wondered what ran through his mind all day. I walked back to the cabinet and opened it "want a drink kurt?" I asked grabbing myself a glass "im okay honey, thanks" he said looking up at me. He froze. I froze. I knew he saw my arms. my smile faded. My heart sank to my feet. It felt like it took him years to get up and start walking towards me. He didn't say anything, he just hugged me. "Listen-" I tried to speak but he hushed me softly "I understand life is hard, and I cant do everything to make it better, but I hate seeing you like that" I started to tear up at his soft voice. "If you ever feel like you're going to do that again, come to me" he said again trying to calm me down. He stroked my hair and back softly as I told him everything his words felt as warm as his hugs and nothing else mattered in the moment. he just listened to everything I had to say and I've never been more grateful for a person. He didn't everything he could for me, I loved him so much. "I love you y/n, everything about you" he kissed me "I love you too kurt. Forever"

i hope you guys liked it! im not gonna be writing as frequently  anymore im going to take a break i hope you guys understand, but you can ALWAYS send me requests and remember my DMS are open to all. i love you guys, stay safe and have a wonderful day/night ❤️