Their Queen | BTS x Reader [DISCONTINUED]

CH.16

TW: Strong language, mentions of abuse, sexual violence: child sexual abuse, sexual harassment, rape, sexual assault, eating disorders, mentions of attempted suicide, violence.

You stir up from your slumber early in the morning. You lazily open your eyes as your senses finally registered the soft chirping of birds, the rustling of tree leaves, the sun's rays glowing brightly in your room and.. several bodies in your bed?

You slightly sightly turn so you can get a better view of the extra weight on your bed. It proved to be a challenge because of the strong arms draped over your upper and lower body. However, the sight you are met with melts your heart. All seven men were sleeping soundly with their arms and legs around each other even you.

Their thoughtfulness and comfort made a wide smile spread across your face, what would I do without them?

Your face flushed at the sudden thought that entered your mind but, it was the truth. You told these men, your targets, part of your past. You rarely open up about that shit but you easily trusted them enough to tell them about it. What's scarier is that no part of you regrets it, you actually feel.. light? Even happy surprisingly. But all you can say is that these men are like your safe haven, a place where you are protected and won't have to worry about anything.

And now that you've opened up about something so sensitive whilst being vulnerable with them made you feel more connected with them. It felt just right. It is far too late to deny that you are developing feelings for these men. The way they easily bring a smile to your face or how they frequently make your heart flutter is not something you can ignore. As beautiful as the feeling is, you also dread it alot.

You can't begin to imagine the chaos that would follow if the agency found out that you developed feelings for a target or ( and if your lucky enough) are romantically involved with them. You've heard stories on what happened to agents who got romantically involved with their targets, let's just say it ain't pretty. It would negatively affect all eight of you in the worst way possible and you didn't even want to begin to think about it.

Maybe I should pull out of the mission... It would be for the best right?

You sigh out loud as you realize you probably needed some morning coffee, the best way to get rid of your stressful thoughts. Trying your best not to wake the others, you carefully maneuver yourself out of their hold until you finally got off the bed. You walk out of your room and went to the kitchen to prepare your coffee.

After a few minutes your coffee was ready and you planned on watching something in the living room but you were pleasantly surprised when you saw Jimin laying on one of the couches with his phone in hand. When he saw you he greets you with the most cutest, squeeze- worthy smile, " Morning. How did you sleep?" He asks and pet the spot beside him so that you could sit next to him.

You sit beside the attractive man and answered him, " I slept well. How could I not with the way you were all clinging onto me?" you laughed at that and Jimin softly smiled," We just thought maybe you'd appreciate the company" you made eye contact with Jimin who was still smiling at you, you reach your arm out to ruffle his soft hair and coo at his cuteness.

You enjoyed a few minutes of comfortable silence between the two of you until Jimin let out a sigh and broke the silence, " I understand if you don't want to talk about this again but I really wanted to thank you for trusting us and being so brave to open up about your past. I know that shit isn't easy.." you reply to him saying, " It just felt right telling you all about that but I was a mess inside honestly.." Jimin let out a sad sigh. He moved closer to you and laid his head on your shoulder, " But you still managed to open up about a dark part in your life- that takes a alot of courage y'know?.."