Idk but it's currently 2:50 am for me when I'm writing this so I'm going to say this is based on me just not sleeping so enjoy also I'm going to discuss some of the reason why I can't sleep also we're at my house and Natasha is staying in the guest room
Y/n's POV
I tossed and turned in my bed and I laid on my back and look at the ceiling. I groan and grab my small blanket with dogs in pumpkins on it and my teddy bear and walked downstairs to the living area. (Yeah I sleep with a teddy bear and a blanket with dogs no pumpkins let me live)
I sit in the couch and wrap my blanket on me and hold my teddy bear tightly but not enough to hurt him. Oh and his name is Mr. Cuddles (it's true) I grab the remote and put on High school musical the musical the series on and just watch until maybe I fall asleep. "Y/n" I jump and look to see Natasha my girlfriend and yeah she was sleeping in her room because we still not out to the team yet. "Hey baby" I say trying not to get in trouble. "Babe why are you up?" She questioned and I sigh. "I can't sleep why are you up" I ask wanting to know. " I was getting some water but I saw you here watching your show" I look down and she sits next to me. "Baby talk to me" she asks knowing theirs something on my mind
(My dad is technically my step but I call him dad) "my mom and my dad keep fighting and it's been two weeks of them getting into fights and I'm just tired of it I mean my mom finally found the man of her dreams but now I'm scared that it will go down and I won't have a dad anymore which really scares me because I don't want my real dad to come back after the 4 years he's been gone just to ask for money and to "apologize" for what he did" I say and she squeezed my hand a tear goes down my face. "We cant even have a family dinner without my mom and my sister talking about the business (my mom owns a frozen yogurt shop) or drama with my uncle and aunt splitting up and about how their short on workers and money and things I just want a dinner where we can talk about our days and stuff"
I say finally breaking down. "And t-the worse p-part my room is a mess that's why we sleep in your room and when ever my mom tells me to clean it I struggle with it and I can't seem to focus anymore with all this going on" I finally finish and Natasha hugs me and I sob into her shoulder. "Baby I'm sorry how about I help you clean your room and I'll Scott if he wants the job at her place"
She says and I look up at her. "You would do that for me?" I ask and she nods. "Baby I'm not just with you for the love and sex I'm with you for you and to help how ever I need to" I smile and hug her again. "God I love you baby thank you" I say and she rubs my back. "Let's got to my room you can even bring Mr.cuddles?" I nod and turn off the TV. She grabs my blanket and we walk to her room. I lay down and she lays down and wraps her arms around me
"Baby if you ever need to talk I'm here okay?" I nod and she rubs my back. "Good night baby" I say and start to dose off. "Good night Baby and goodnight Mr. cuddles." She says and I smile and fall asleep.
It's now 3:14 as I'm finishing this and yeah all of what I explained as y/n is true it's hard and I don't really talk about it but I just wanted to write about it which Ik is probably unhealthy for me but I can't put anymore stress on mom so lets just keep this In between us okay guys
