love sight

7

Eyes focusing at the idols performing at the stage, good thing is you and Yuri are on VIPS on that way you could watch the whole performance without having a hard time.

The crowds are so loud, and infact it's making you to start panicking.

Glancing at your both hands only to see it trembling. You quickly fetch your earphones inside your pocket including your phone.

The longer you hear the shouts, the more you feel yourself panicking.

You were really not a fan of occasions like this, attending concerts or any idol performances. It's not that you don't like them. You just hate the trauma it gives you back then. Everything about what's happening right now is making you
remember it.

And no one, no one except your brother and your own family knows it.

Putting the sound a little high wherein you won't hear their cheers. You lower your cap hiding your face more.

Yuri is so engraved with the performance to the point she didn't noticed you're now panicking silently behind her.

You tried to look around and try to sync with them. Like enjoying, singing along with the song, grooving at the dance and even shout in too much joy and excitement.

But no matter how hard you try.

You just cant, it's not easy like how it was before.

The song you're playing in your phone is almost at end, even the performance are at its end too.

The moment the both performance and the song playing in your phone stopped. You started hearing the shouts again making you to shut your eyes closed.

And the time you were about to open your eyes to play the next song quickly as possible.

You stopped when you heard that familiar voice.

It was so familiar, to the point you find yourself gazing up, removing the one earbud to hear the voice more, and to see the face more clearer.

And when she continues to sing.

You bit your lower lip, remembering the girl who's the reason behind all this panic you're feeling.

You grip your fist hard and look at that girl performing in the stage together with the other members. The fact that she's smiling and enjoying makes you more pissed than ever.

It's the first time you saw her again after many years.

You can't believe she reach her dream, that she reach your own fucking dream.

Years already passed but everything about what happened that day still lingers in your mind. You seems can't take your gaze away from her.

The more you stare, the more you get angrier.

" Shin Ryujin.. " You breathed out the girl's name.

It pisses you off at how the way she enjoys what she have right now.

But you can't do anything.
She's already at that position.

Letting out a heavy sigh as you face your phone to play another song. You just scroll throughout your phone during their whole performance.

You have no plan watching them at all, actually you have no plan watching them.

But once you heard the group aespa being called.

You found yourself removing the one earbud before looking at the stage where they are.

The stage is just beside you and Yuri since you're VIPS.

If it weren't because of her and your other friends, you should be at your house right now spending the time like it's the last.

But you know there's some part of you being thankful you came, not just because of them but to also watch Karina.

You don't know how hard she've been through.

But you know how hard it could be to someone like her.

Besides Karina seems expecting that you'll really watch her perform,

And,

There's something about her that makes you can't say no to her.

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