love sight

16

Staring at the huge mirror infront of you.

You look at the reflection of the door when your trainor enter inside.

" What is it you want to say to me ? " He asks right after he took a sit beside you. You crosses your arms and sighed.

" I want to focus more on my studies " You began and your trainor look at you on your unexpectedly words. He definitely knows where is this talk coming from. " I want to stop training to be an idol " you breathed out.

Your trainor let out a sigh, " Does your Dad knows ? "

You nodded your head as an answer, " but unfortunately he wants me to continue this whole thing, and I already came out of an idea for him to let me " you stand and look at him.

His eyes widened in shocked, " Don't tell me- "

" Yes Sir, " You cutted him, " I'm going to take care of the company instead of being an Idol like Sunghoon "

Extending your hand asking for a handshake, he grab it with hesitation. " It's nice being able to get trained by you sir. Please look after to Yuri, Sunghoon, and Yujin for me " you finally let go of his hand and leave the Studio without even waiting for his response.

Closing the door, you sighed as you remember what happened earlier.

You don't know how quick are you to decide to stop this idol thingy, but you know you don't want to become one anymore.

Because you rather be a fan, Karina's fan.

" When do you plan to fall inlove with a real person ? " Eunbi asked you.

You, Yujin, Eunbi and Wonyoung are at a café at this late hour. You told them to come by saying you need their help. So here they are.

Scolding you after explaining everything including what happened to you and Karina earlier.

Actually nothing happened, there's no kiss that happened.

You just pull away from each other after coming back to your senses and then left. Just like that.

Though you didn't expect that after that, you'll realized something you shouldn't be feeling at all. Not when you just met her weeks from now.

" What do you mean ? Isn't Karina a person too ? " You frowned at Eunbi's question.

" I mean someone who's normal " Eunbi explains, " Someone who's not an artist. You know how hard it is to get involved to someone famous like her " She pinpointed and you definitely understand that.

You look at Yuri, Yujin and Wonyoung who's nodding their heads in agreement to her.

Ofcourse they're all aware that you finally stop getting trained to debut and that you will only stay on that school to study. That's possible after all.

" I am aware with that " You sighs, " It's just I didn't choose this. " You took a sip on your coffee.

" I fell inlove with her the moment I saw her "

As cliché as it sounds, it was true that you already fell inlove with her the moment you saw her that night.

You were just definitely hindering it thinking it's just your head saying that you do like her. But earlier, the way your heart beats faster the time when you get close.

That was a bliss.

" And I don't mind if she can't love me back. I just want to be there for her "

If your friends are currently confused with your sudden admitting to them, you're one hundred percent sure with your feelings.

It's cliché.

Yes it is.

But even if your friends doubt your own feelings.

You knew.

You knew yourself that you like her.

It was definitely a love at first sight.

It is not just what you thought.

Because,

The truth is.

You don't mind loving her even from afar.

Or even if just a NEW fan.

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