Imagine Loki calming you down after a panic attack

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Based off a true story.
I sat at my desk, frustrated with everything that had gone on in the past two weeks. My mom had just gotten a major surgery and I was worried about her, I was feeling sick and was having hot flashes, and the misery cherry on the ice cream sundae of sadness was that I was on my period. At least my live-in boyfriend, Loki, was here.
I started to have another hot flash when it didn't go away. I started to hyperventilate. Oh, shit. "Loki. Loki, I need you please!" I shouted, trying to get control of my breathing. It seemed he knew something was wrong because he dashed into the bedroom where my desk was. He kneeled beside me as the onset of a panic attack began to happen. He held my hand and looked at me. "Love, can you squeeze my hand for me, please?" He asked. I was fading in and out of coherence. Something that happened when I had panic attacks. I lightly squeezed his hand and I heard him say, "Good, darling. Look at me, okay?"
I looked at him and I hadn't even realized tears were falling down my face until he used a soft, gentle thumb to wipe my cheek. "You're okay, I'm here, little love," he whispered, stroking my shoulder. My breathing grew more shallow and I repeated, "It's not real, it's not real, it's not real--"
"Y/n, love, look at me. You're okay. Nothing's gonna happen to you."
I looked at him and he breathed with me. "Deep breaths. In and out, okay?" He took deep breaths and so did I, eventually calming down a bit more. He lifted me up off the chair and set me down on the bed. "Loki--"
"You're done working for today. I'll bring you some tea, and I'll sit with you for the rest of the day, if you'd like?"
"O--okay. Yeah, I'd like that."
I didn't even realize I was still shaking until Loki held me in his arms, kissing me on the forehead. "You're okay, dove. Take all the time you need to calm down, okay?" He said in a gentle tone. I nodded, still crying. He used his thumb to wipe my cheek and I tucked my head into his chest. "You'll be alright, dearest. You're strong and this is just another hurdle. Okay?"
"Okay."

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