Resentment (A sibling au) [SLOW UPDATES]

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As I approach wife's room I heard A familiar sob...

"Petir..?"

I opened the door gently seeing him crying as he held his mother's hand..

Her face was..dull..she...no...she told me she's gonna be ok...

As I go in the room further my child look at me...I noticed the little child he held...
Cahaya..

"Petir...I... I'm sorry.."

I said feeling regret I should've known...I lost mom..now my own wife...

I felt myself tremble.

"It's not your fault ayah..."

Petir said which surprised me-

"It's this child's fault!"

He said angrily.

"Petir it's not his fault.. don't say that.."

Petir gripped the baby harshly and he started crying.

"Petir let go of your brother you are hurting him!"

As I took away the baby I frowned at him...but then again he's just a kid..he still doesn't understand...

The baby stopped crying as soon as I took him away..

"I'm mad he took away mak!"

His face filled with anger.

"Calm down.. please.."

"I'LL NEVER CONSIDER THIS MONSTER AS MY BROTHER!"

My child don't say that... you'll regret that..

"Petir...stop that..."

He ran out of the room and slammed the door.

I looked at the baby then to my late wife...

"They need their mother's love...and I know I can't do that.... I... I'm sorry.."

Brother came out of Mak's room... He looked angry? Why did something bad happen?? So many questions...but I shouldn't bother him right now...Petir is scary when mad...

"Ngi...ngi!"

Api exclaimed as he pulled my shirt.

"Api what is it?"

As I smiled at my little brother.

"Air sleep! I wanna pway!"

He pouted.

Air likes sleeping.
I think a little bit too much-

Api is the opposite he's one to sleep late because he still wants to play- even with that the twins still love each other.

"Oki let's play!"

His eyes shone as I said that-

"Yey!"

He celebrated in a mini dance.

We played hide and seek he's pretty good-

We were at our 6th round by now...now where is that little buddy of mine...

As I went running into the kitchen I bumped into someone-

I looked up too see Petir with a frown.

"Oopsie! Sorry Pet."

He ignored me and left.

Strange...

As I opened the cabinet...

"Found you Api!"

He jumped in surpise.

"You found me!!"

He laughed.

"That was fun but we should really-"

Tanah went into the room..holding little Daun's little hand.

"Hey guys Ayah wants too talk to us..."

He looked concerned...wonder why-

"Ok lemme get Petir-"

"Ayah said not to because he's not in the mood.."

He looked sad..he doesn't like when Petir is angry...

No one does honestly-

"Mama...hehehe..."

Little Daun said as he held Tanah's hand.

"No Daun it's T a n a h- not M a m a-"

Tanah said as he frowned.

I chuckled.

"I get Air."

Api said as he ran up to him and Air's room.

He went down carrying Air.

How..the-

"Heheh got him"

Me and Tanah sweatdrop but Daun's eyes just shone in amazement.

"Let's go now!"

"What...?"

"Aya..ayah.. that's not true right?"

Daun was crying...
Api was throwing a tantrum saying 'NO SHE'S NOT DEAD SHE'S A STRONG MAMA'

Air silently cried beside Tanah...Tanah himself was flabbergasted and frozen in place...

I tried to smile through it and cheer up the little ones...which Ayah thanked me for..

Mak... we'll miss you...

[A/N: No author doesn't know how to make sad scenes without making it edgy.]